I can’t do this I’m so broken..

Don’t leave God. He really is all things good. I’ve been doing a Bible study recently about waiting. And it’s talking about how even when we don’t feel it, see it, or understand it, he is still working for the good of those who follow him. I know when I go through something hard, he has a plan on the other side. I reminded myself all the time, when has he ever failed me? Never. And I don’t mean oh I got sick and he failed me then, I mean like actually failed me. I’ve never not been able to provide for me and my family even when money tight, etc. He is always there. Don’t let bad experiences make you think Gods character is bad. His character is good, it shows it all over the Bible and in people’s lives! I’m praying for you!

I've been through this just try to exude OCD from your mind when you pray and exclude it from the prayer and pray to God to block OCD from this prayer and me(you) and God's relation ship and God will work with you ❤️it's just about working around your OCD for you to work with you God bless get better. 🙏🏻✨ I know its sensitive right now so be careful but you can do this find other ways just find ways to get it to God without feeling attached up to God in the wed that OCD is ill pray for you tonight for sure I pray you get better you'll get God back don't worry

I think every Christian with OCD suffers from an unhealthy view of God. We often feel like God is piling all the rules on us (when it's really just the OCD). I have spent years thinking I was serving God through rules when I was really just serving the OCD. God doesn't hate you, and he hasn't left you. In this case, let the word of God speak louder than the OCD. When your FEELINGS tell you something other than what the Bible says, you have to choose to believe the word. For example, if you feel like God has left you, you can take to heart passages like this "I will never leave you not forsake you" (Heb. 13:5). Take this verse literally. I have had to do this a lot. My FEELINGS tell me all all the time that I'm probably going to hell and that I'm horrible. But I have learned not to listen to my feelings. Instead, I try to take God at his word.

I was raised Catholic and I am 99% convinced that is what caused my ocd. I am not religious in any way shape or form and I believe the kingdom of God is within me. This fear is real and I understand it. But if God is so great why would you ever need to fear him? Religion teaches us to fear God. That’s why this is happening. You can develop a relationship with God that’s personal to you. The religious brainwashing is what did this to you and it’s not your fault. You are a good and wonderful person. If you weren’t you wouldn’t care about this. Please remember this.

I hear you on this. I suffer from the same thoughts. I often find myself wondering if I actually believe in god or if I just say I believe so that I can get to heaven and it sucks. I know it’s hard but I try to remember that OCD will always play tricks on you and try and take over your thoughts. Fight the fight and choose not to listen to it. God loves you and I’ll pray for you.

How are you doing today? I'm here to talk if you want to!! Don't give up on God!!!!! When we have religious OCD, it feels like God is making us suffer through all the rules. But I have dealt with this for many many years now. And the truth is that we only get better through Jesus. He is the reason we get better. God actually does not want us to live with all the OCD rules and torment. The Christian life was meant to be lived in safety and freedom and Grace. I know we don't understand that with this disorder. But that is the ultimate reality. But we don't get closer to that if we leave God. God is the one who makes us better.