Lavender.
- Date posted
- 2y
Fraud
I feel like a fraud. Genuinely. It makes me feel so damn guilty. My boyfriend deserves someone so much better than me. I wish there was an easy way out of all of this.
Lavender.Lavender.
- Date posted
- 2y
Thanks for your words, guys.. I was doing ok but was exposed to a trigger, it led me down a spiral. It's really tough. I can't tell what's real or not, I just know it makes me feel awful. I don't know if it's bc of OCD or denial. I can relate to all these feelings, shame, guilt, depression. I really want to stay with him but it's almost like I can't, or I shouldn't. And I love him so much. It's so tiring. Good luck to both of you on this journey too. And again, thanks for the support.
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 2y
@Lavender. Same I relate to what you said exactly not knowing what’s real, your not alone stay strong continue therapy
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 2y
Hey I remember you commented on one of my post. I’m still in the same situation as well I feel very guilty and shameful, what if I’m in denial and leading my gf on what if I have to leave my gf, all these what if thoughts, it’s so difficult and depressing in some moments then after I seek reassurance on this app it stops so maybe this is a compulsion. I have faith ERP can help us over time stay with your bf because if that what you truly want then maybe it’s really for you. We can do this
arae624arae624
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 2y
You’ll get there I promise !! Don’t give up!!
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