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I've never had a boyfriend either, but not because I don't want to. Tho I'm not ready for a full on real relationship, I do want one in the future. My standards may be a bit too high too lol. I have hocd too and I 100% understand where you come from but literally this means nothing. Focus on getting better and love will come to you. Ocd is just an obstacle
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Giirl me too but it litteraly means nothing. I liked so many boys but just no one liked me back. And i always felt like i jusf wasnt resdy which is so normal. Go on youtube and search: why ive never been in a relationship. Sooo many girls like us are on there and im a 100% sure that if u watch one you can relate to them. I always had pretty high standards too. So yeah its totally normal if u were attracted to boys ur just straight period. If u did or did not have had a bf doesnt say anything :)
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Yeah I’m 19 and I haven’t had a boyfriend because boys just weren’t interested in me (and still aren’t) and I guess that’s okay. It kinda makes me anxious a little bit because sometimes, I’m like “is this a sign from god that I’d be better off with women?” It’s absurd but I know I’ll be okay. Eventually, that special boy will come along for me and for you guys as well (or girl if you’re a boy)
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Yes, the only thing you not having had a boyfriend says about you is that you haven't had a boyfriend. There are lesbians who have had a boyfriend. That doesn't make them straight anymore than you never having a boyfriend makes you a lesbian.
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@hocdgirlsummer Thank you very much this means a lot to me! It‘s just so many girls in my age and many female friends are like crazy about relationships, just searching for a new boyfriend and spending their time to get a boyfriend and dates and when I think of myself sometimes my HOCD just says „Your friend are so boy-crazy and you‘re not, you know what that means!“ But I just want to wait for the right one, want to grow as a person and don‘t want to put pressure on myself! So thank you very much your comment helped me a lot to calm down
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Amen
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I totally relate to that! It made me wonder if it was a sign that I was supposed to be with women! It really upset me to think about it! @Esosa
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Yes exactly all the girls above i can relate to. What does makes me so sad is that i just wish i had a boyfriend before hocd because i used to be so in love with boys and im so afraid i will never be able to be just as in love as i was before hocd with a boy. Im scared it wont be the same after hocd. When i get a boyfriend i want to have all the feelings i used to have but im scared i will never be able to get those feelinfs because my thoughts ruined my natural way of Thinking. All i can do is hope for the best...also guys actually have been hitting me up lately but im so sad because i fee nothing towards them because of this. I always used to dream about a boy asking my humber but in the period i didnt have hocd it never happened but now i have hocd and suddenly guys hit me up like??? Thats just so unfair and i cant feel any of the joy i used to have. So annoying lol
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I feel you hun. I’m scared that I will miss out on dating cute guys in college because of all this hocd. That I won’t be able to enjoy dating guys or fall in love with one which was always my dream. I think that’s the main thing we girls are afraid of, so you’re not alone! :) @hocdgirlssummer
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It truly is the thing were afriad of, missing out because we all have waited for the right time to be allowed to go out with boys and we were so excited but all the extiement is killed by hocd and its just a huge dissapointment too just in life general. You expect so much and u finally think ur time has come and than boom, all of it is gone. Litteraly everything u ever dreamt of is just gone, i feel u girl
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Girls, it feels so good to know that I‘m not the only one living with this fear and these thoughts! I‘m so proud of all of us because we support each other! ✨
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I mean search why ive never had a boyfriend, litteraly eendless girls like us
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Girl me too and I’m 18! Basically the guys I liked didn’t like me back and the guys that liked me, I didn’t like back! Plus a lot of guys are so immature at this age anyway and aren’t looking for a serious relationship like us, so why waste my time tbh ??♀️
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I’m 25 and never ever thought this before my soocd relapse. I have a bf of 5 years. Never been a high libido kinda girl. Don’t get me wrong I do get turned on by my bf but not like every day you know? - That had always been in the back of my head, is this normal and ok? But my ocd has latched onto the most scariest what if EVER. My brain is now saying How do you know you won’t prefer to sleep and kiss girls if you haven’t tried it: and it’s that unknown that is scaring the shit out of me. I DONT AND NEVER HAVE wanted to sleep / kiss a girl. But now my intrusive thoughts is all I think about!!! I don’t want I don’t want I don’t want??? So why does my brain think BUT WHAT IF??? I know ocd thrives off uncertainty which is why I think this is happening? But I don’t wanna find out or work it out because all I want is to be with my bf and marry him!! Is this just the epitome of OCD?
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Sorry long post. Anyone feel like now they’re just in extreme denial. Like when I was little I noticed guys more than girls in movies and was more drawn to them. I remember changing my mindset to switch that. 98%of my life has been straight until recently. I felt drawn to some guys but never thought of it sexually. Always had girl crushes dreams and porn. Now I watch porn and I feel like straight takes longer and then I go and watch gay porn and feel nothing until I tell myself it’s two attractive dudes and love is love and imagine physical sensations and then it hits like suddenly. Like I have to convince myself it’s alright. Then when I try again I can do all that but feel nothing and then straight porn works. Idk if it’s just getting a fix or the first time works with anything or what but it’s confusing. On top of that I’ve felt girl relationships including my wife maybe miss something and a guy maybe matches that feeling that but then I feel like I’d be missing something without a girl or my wife. Idk I’ve had some rough times in life with male figures in my life but idk. I feel like I have to convince myself more and more that I’m straight even more than the first time I dealt with this. Can someone relate? Please
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I cant afford therapy which is why i’m not diagnosed with ocd. The first time i had heard what ocd was truly abt was 6 years ago when i overthinking my sexual identity and it fit. Additionally, i struggle with debilitating health anxiety and when i was in a rlt i was extremely anxious that i might not love my partner. This is the third year i experience distress around my sexuality but this year it feels real. And it could also explain my rlt anxiety. Comphet is a concept that really scares me. I dont want to be with a girl. I would rather die than discover i was lesbian. I cant accept uncertainty cz i dont want to be homosexual. Chat GPT told me it wasnt ocd + the thoughts dont distress me anymore. I experience 3 intense weeks of anxiety prior to now. Maybe its internalized homophobia. Maybe its comphet. I do find women to be attractive but i dont wanna be with them. Maybe i’m in denial. Idk anything anymore. I’m remembering times where i would find an actress attractive and try to shift my focus towards the man cz it would make me anxious. I’m not well at all.
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