- Date posted
- 2y
I really need to know I’m not alone!!
A few months I started getting this thought that I liked my brother’s friend! I kept hearing someone walking around, every time I looked it was my brother’s friend. And all I saw was his butt since then these thoughts have started. And I started getting anxiety, I felt guilty, I felt bad, crying daily. I have been in a relationship with my fiancé for just over a year (a year and 3 months) and we’re long distance and it makes me feel so guilty. I’m constantly worrying about it I’ve completely stopped talking to this guy. Cause I don’t want my head to say things I’m so drained by it. If I have other things on my mind I forget about it. Today I met the guy my Mum has been seeing. And my heads told me that I like him I walked past him to talk to my Mum. And I got really sweaty for no reason and my head said I like him. And that I’ve fallen in love with him. And I felt really upset and guilty. I’m happy with my man and my mum is happy with hers too. I don’t know what to do I’ve never been treated the way I am in my relationship. And these thoughts about liking other people are getting ridiculous. I don’t have the energy for it anymore I’m done with it, and I just want this to stop. My friends who I have spoken to about it one said “don’t let it get to you it’s your head mine is the same” and another said “you just feel lonely babe and you miss your partner” and also my Mum said “your just bored” I love my partner to pieces and it’s never changed.