Someone Who had/have TOCD

yesss, but I think I want to start. Mmmm no, I'm from Spain

are you in therapy?

@Mike in PA That's cool!!. I'm in therapy but not for OCD, but I want to go with a psychiatrist.

@Mike in PA I don't know very well, I'm not anxious as such, rather worried and depressed, in those quite high terms.

What a good plan! It's relaxing to be reading while concentrating

@Mike in PA It's more than a thought, it's a feeling, it's strange but my left side seems to involuntarily identify with male pronouns.

@Mike in PA yes, It is strange. My fear is probably that I wish I was a boy at some point, but mainly my biggest fear is dysphoria.

@Mike in PA mmm no, in fact this is the second time I repeat, I never went for notes. And as for how I feel it depends on what it is, I'm not afraid of not being the typical perfect one, I'm afraid of losing my essence and my values. And don't worry I don't mind the questions :)

@Mike in PA Noa, and yours?

@Mike in PA JAJAJ I relate

@Mike in PA Nice to meet you Mike:)

I think no, I'm lost

@Mike in PA yes, on my home

I'm scared of being bigender, and I talk with a bigender and he said that he also had a hard time accepting himself and well that worries me obviously, I don't want to wish I had masculine traits, I'm very bad, I don't know if it's OCD, if I'm literally repressing myself or I don't know.

@Mike in PA I'm sorry you're going through similar things, this topic is one of the worst for me.

going out with my friends, imagining myself as a couple with the person I like, and right now above all thinking that I will get out of this.

@Mike in PA Thank you so much. Yes, I like.

@Mike in PA I'm 17, and not yet, I start in 2 weeks

@Mike in PA No, I am an only child, and if I have my parents, they are together.

I don't know, I'm at a point where I don't even want to think about it, I don't know what I am, or what I have, or what I want, I can't see my past or now or my future clearly.

@Mike in PA I think you're right, I'll go to sleep, and thank you very much for everything, good night.

Thank you very much, I hope you are right and everything will be fine, good night.

@Mike in PA thank you!! And I'm sorry for not answering sooner, I didn't get the notification and I didn't enter the application.