- Date posted
- 2y
SO-OCD I need help!!!
To put it bluntly I’m on the verge of a panic attack and a meltdown I read a book and it had a sex scene in it between a man and a women and for some reason all I could see in my head was me as the male . (If that makes sense) And now im worried that I would enjoy that because that’s what my head is saying But I don’t want to think that I would enjoy it. but im also getting INTENSE groinal responses to the point where it’s really freaking me out because I feel like it’s to intense to not be real. So now im doubting i have OCD even tho one of the therapists diagnosed me with this and that im just using it as an excuse to gaslight myself into thinking I’m straight. I have nothing again homosexuals but I have always labelled myself as heterosexual and I don’t want that to change and i want to only be attracted to men.