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- 6y
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I went through something super similar to yours. I almost ended in the ER too. --- For me it took almost 3 therapist to finally open up about it. ---- I had to go to an intensive outpatient program and reas a lot on perfectionism. --- Here is the deal - and this is the only time I will say it, I hope you don't keep posting after this asking for reassurance. --- Here's the thing: You are a human and you are not perfect. You will NEVER know whether you did anything inappropriate- NEVER. Why? Because your "real event" has been hijacked by OCD. Now it's pure fiction mixed with garbage. Second - In the case that you did something inappropriate" by society's standards, you are a human with the right to make mistakes. Let alone a teenager. Yes - many would judge you - yes many would shake their head but who the f... Carea what other think. The people who love you unconditionally would never stop loving you. You were doing the best you could with the knowledge you had at the moment.
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Hi there! I’m 21 and went through something similar. I had this feeling, or obsession, that I had done something terrible. And I was so worried about what my boyfriend would think when he found out or my parents or anyone! I could barely live with the guilt that I was feeling.....i kept telling myself I could never do that or that didn’t happen because x, y and z. I’m learning through therapy that you have to be okay with the uncertainty. Obviously much easier said than done....but really, what is worrying going to do about it? I saw a good quote today. “No amount of guilt can change the past, and no amount of anxiety can change the future” Allow yourself to be okay with the uncertainty that MAYBE you did do something bad, but MAYBE you didn’t. Hope this helps girl. Feel better <3
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- 1y
I had pretty much the same experience. I called 988, told my family about it, tried to explain to anyone who would listen. Each time they said they understood and knew that I would never intentionally hurt or harass someone. It never felt like I could accept them at their word. It felt so fake. But through ERP I’m getting better now I and I hope you are too
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