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Post vacation blues are never fun to experience. When I’m feeling that way I try to just think about everything that made me happy on vacation, look through pictures and videos. Maybe watch some Disney movies or shows to almost relive the themes and brands. Or watch YouTube videos about people who know lots of fun facts, history or information about the parks all around the world. Disney Food Blog aka DFB is a great channel I enjoy just watching about all the updates and changes occurring in the parks.

I understand exactly what you mean. Down to the specifics almost. A few years ago I went with my girlfriend at the time to DisneyLand for a week or so. It was so much fun! Once I returned back on the East Coast and leaving beautiful California I immediately had an intrusive thought that I would never be as happy as I was. It was awful and not even true. I obsessed over the thought that I would never be as happy as I was that week. But trust me, it passed. Just like everything does. It’s been a few years now and I realize how much BS that was and I can reflect on the time for what it was. Not the compulsion. That being said I know how you feel and it’s okay to feel that way. You will get better and this too shall pass.

I think it is great that you can enjoy laugher and happy times. I find that there are times that I am at peace and times that I am not. I find that with ocd that when I am triggered and uncomfortable I struggle with my feelings and am not happy in the present moment. When it passes I feel normal again. I also enjoy laugher and able to watch funny videos. Star wars is awesome by the way. Did you see the new episodes with Ashoka and Anakin?

Chamomile. An epic star wars fan made remake of obi wan vs Vader in 10k. They remade and polished up the first fight between Darth Vader and obi wan. It is truly epic.