Sp1999
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- 1y
Not doing good again
I don’t know if it’s ocd or if it’s a real realization or change
Anonymo12Anonymo12
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- 1y
If it’s distressing u, it’s ocd, hang in there bro, don’t give up. I was jus like u for the last 3 days. Only today I’ve strted fighting bsck again. Trust me we both do this and fight back. So many ppl are suffering. Jus know, those who are gay will like the fantasies these thoughts bring, we don’t. Sexual orientation ocd isn’t define us. It’s jus thoughts bro. Go to a therapist or someone specialised in ocd
Sp1999Sp1999
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@Anonymous I appreciate you man , much love. I think it is distressing bc I don’t feel happy about other wise I don’t think I’d be 2 years plus in and stuck on it
Sp1999Sp1999
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@Anonymous I have a ocd therapist on here but I’m struggling financially and unemployed
Anonymo12Anonymo12
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@Sp1999 Bro , that sucks man. I’m not with nocd but more with a mental health body who is speciallised in ocd. I hope it goes wel for u bro fr
Anonymo12Anonymo12
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@Sp1999 I was confused jus like u. Ofc it’s distressing because we don’t smile sbt it, we fear it, we want it gone, we want these thoughts to vanish. It’s ocd and it ll get better with support with the right ppl. Don’t lisn to what others have to say. I’m straight because I’ve always been straight and I overcame hocd before. And they made a return a year and a half later. Now I have it for a month n a half and it’s severe. But there’s times where my real thoughts come in and they give me relief showing I’m attracted to girls and I wil live my life with my girlfriend
Sp1999Sp1999
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@Anonymous It’s just insane bc no matter what I do I’m still convinced I like guys , I really don’t wanna like dudes man. I have two good friends who’ve been here for me with this ocd stuff one dude has hocd and the other is just experienced with ocd
Anonymo12Anonymo12
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- 1y
@Sp1999 Same here. But then I jus know it isn’t real. Sexuality doesn’t change. I’ve lost attraction to girls like before but I remember I got over it. So I know I can get over it now
Sp1999Sp1999
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@Anonymous I’m scared I’m going through a real realization or something. It’s been a constant on going thing since 2021 and I’ve done been through all types of stages with this disorder
Anonymo12Anonymo12
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@Sp1999 I had it in 2021, it went away early 2022, and I was so happy, into girls crazily, happy rs, and All sorts, and then came back in 2023 august. I was able to combat it earlier, but now it’s fully in my head
Sp1999Sp1999
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- 1y
@Anonymous Idk why it won’t go away and I won’t go back to being normal
Anonymo12Anonymo12
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- 1y
@Sp1999 U need to call someone. If u was straight before this that won’t change at all. If u were straight from puberty crazy over girls THAT. WILL. NOT . CHANGE. Ocd is going to put fear in u. Trus me it gets better I promise. I’m going through the same as u but ik there’s nothing more than I want than to be with my girl forever and ever have our own little kids and our own little life
Sp1999Sp1999
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@Anonymous Idk anymore bro I really don’t , I’m scared af now
Anonymo12Anonymo12
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- 1y
@Sp1999 Contact someone now. I’m scared too. It’s good. It jus shows it’s ocd working. We need to break the cycle. Try things like “mahbe I am, maybe I’m not, who knows, I don’t need to know thag rn” also have u been diagnosed wirh ocd ?
Sp1999Sp1999
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@Anonymous I do that all the time but it’s scares me and it doesn’t always work and yes I’ve been diagnosed twice on here
Anonymo12Anonymo12
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@Sp1999 Well then it’s ocd. It can happen abt anything. Fight it off bro. Trus me it’s hard. I’m noticing guys a lot more and I don’t like it. Can’t even watch tv or football or boxing or mma anymore. Now it’s in my dreams. It’s bad
Sp1999Sp1999
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@Anonymous Yeah bro I love fitness and used to look at dudes for inspiration like Sam Sulek and now it’s like you like him and it’s bothers me
Anonymo12Anonymo12
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@Sp1999 Bro I can’t stand with guys without thoughts ofnme doing stuff w em it’s long day for me😞 I lost my sex drive too. Has this happened to u that u feel sooo attracted then u feel it’s wrong and u close ur eyes tightly to end it 😞 it’s painful
Sp1999Sp1999
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@Anonymous Yes bro I’ve been through all the phases of this madness brother
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OCD flaring up
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- Date posted
- 6w
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