Not doing good again

@Anonymous I appreciate you man , much love. I think it is distressing bc I don’t feel happy about other wise I don’t think I’d be 2 years plus in and stuck on it

@Anonymous I have a ocd therapist on here but I’m struggling financially and unemployed

@Sp1999 Bro , that sucks man. I’m not with nocd but more with a mental health body who is speciallised in ocd. I hope it goes wel for u bro fr

@Sp1999 I was confused jus like u. Ofc it’s distressing because we don’t smile sbt it, we fear it, we want it gone, we want these thoughts to vanish. It’s ocd and it ll get better with support with the right ppl. Don’t lisn to what others have to say. I’m straight because I’ve always been straight and I overcame hocd before. And they made a return a year and a half later. Now I have it for a month n a half and it’s severe. But there’s times where my real thoughts come in and they give me relief showing I’m attracted to girls and I wil live my life with my girlfriend

@Anonymous It’s just insane bc no matter what I do I’m still convinced I like guys , I really don’t wanna like dudes man. I have two good friends who’ve been here for me with this ocd stuff one dude has hocd and the other is just experienced with ocd

@Sp1999 Same here. But then I jus know it isn’t real. Sexuality doesn’t change. I’ve lost attraction to girls like before but I remember I got over it. So I know I can get over it now

@Anonymous I’m scared I’m going through a real realization or something. It’s been a constant on going thing since 2021 and I’ve done been through all types of stages with this disorder

@Sp1999 I had it in 2021, it went away early 2022, and I was so happy, into girls crazily, happy rs, and All sorts, and then came back in 2023 august. I was able to combat it earlier, but now it’s fully in my head

@Anonymous Idk why it won’t go away and I won’t go back to being normal

@Sp1999 U need to call someone. If u was straight before this that won’t change at all. If u were straight from puberty crazy over girls THAT. WILL. NOT . CHANGE. Ocd is going to put fear in u. Trus me it gets better I promise. I’m going through the same as u but ik there’s nothing more than I want than to be with my girl forever and ever have our own little kids and our own little life

@Anonymous Idk anymore bro I really don’t , I’m scared af now

@Sp1999 Contact someone now. I’m scared too. It’s good. It jus shows it’s ocd working. We need to break the cycle. Try things like “mahbe I am, maybe I’m not, who knows, I don’t need to know thag rn” also have u been diagnosed wirh ocd ?

@Anonymous I do that all the time but it’s scares me and it doesn’t always work and yes I’ve been diagnosed twice on here

@Sp1999 Well then it’s ocd. It can happen abt anything. Fight it off bro. Trus me it’s hard. I’m noticing guys a lot more and I don’t like it. Can’t even watch tv or football or boxing or mma anymore. Now it’s in my dreams. It’s bad

@Anonymous Yeah bro I love fitness and used to look at dudes for inspiration like Sam Sulek and now it’s like you like him and it’s bothers me

@Sp1999 Bro I can’t stand with guys without thoughts ofnme doing stuff w em it’s long day for me😞 I lost my sex drive too. Has this happened to u that u feel sooo attracted then u feel it’s wrong and u close ur eyes tightly to end it 😞 it’s painful

@Anonymous Yes bro I’ve been through all the phases of this madness brother