Past Realationships

@book reader Get this feeling totally mu OCD just seems to attack my girlfriend all the time by picking up every little thing i do as a mistake and something i have yo admit and, u cant hide anything from your girlfriend because thats being immoral

@book reader My girlfriend knows i have OCD and i struggle with it but she has been cheated on in the past so she struggles with insecurities and sometimes details set her off so i refrain from telling her every details as it gets to her sometimes

@FinneganFox90 Its a constant fear sometimes that someone is out to get me or make up something about me and ruin my current relationship, but aswell it makes me double think everything in the past like when looking at a picture or something on instagram of one of my exes i worry that im being immoral

@FinneganFox90 Yea i get that too, i felt guilty even though i went on their profile just before i blocked them and i feel so guilty for it, and i also have a problem with telling my girlfriend too much info that i shouldn’t and don’t need to but i feel guilty keeping it too myself, and it eats me up from the inside i feel like i need to tell her, if i masterbated over someone, or if i looked at an account, or if i messaged a girl that i know (not in a flirty way, i was just finding reassurance and said i had a girlfriend) i feel so guilty,

@FinneganFox90 Yea like confessing everything is a feeling that comes as a compulsion and i feel like i cant keep anything a secret but i even admit things that i didnt mean in a bad way and my girlfriend dosnt need to know about and tell her and she gets really hurt, but sometimes i struggle to differentiate what should i admit and what is ocd, and

@FinneganFox90 What method do u use in ERP? When thoughts questioning weather u are a moral person or not come up?

@FinneganFox90 Thankyou for this advice its so handy and very helpful as i can see what other people are doing and we all find it hard and a struggle but we all agree that we shouldnt confess

@FinneganFox90 Thanks man and i get u have been through a very rough time with it that whole thing where u think u can get recognised or something scares me as i have been suffering with weather i cheated aswell on my girlfriend as a false memory and im scared to go out anywhere

@FinneganFox90 Yea and u are constantly gazing at other people to see if u know them or they know u, and if someone looks at u, u think they know u from somewhere? I get this mainly with girls with my cheating OCD, and i ending thinking about other girls a lot and my exes and i dont like thinking about them and i dont want them in my head at all but they allways come back into my brain and it gives me anxiety why i cant get rid of them