[Deleted]
- Date posted
- 2y
Anonymo12Anonymo12
- Date posted
- 2y
Same here, I acc notice guys more now and whoever I come across it ll make a imagine of me either sex with them or kissing them. I feel more comfortable thinking SBT a girl but I don’t get aroused anymore. My sex drives been destroyed
Anonymo12Anonymo12
- Date posted
- 2y
@—————— Like I smile thinking abt kissing my girl or cuddling her in bed. But sexually like sex wise I feel nothing, whereas thinning abt it with a guy jus brings me disgust as to why I’ll never even try it in my life. I’m straight ocd cannot change sexuality
Anonymo12Anonymo12
- Date posted
- 2y
@—————— Me too my heart strts pacing and it feels like I’m aroused but I acc ain’t. I’ve not even had a boner since god knows when😭 it’s jus so bad. It’s like before this I was in love, attracted to so many girls, now it’s jus odd, it feels odd and I’m not happy abt it at all. I jus want to be the old me
Anonymo12Anonymo12
- Date posted
- 2y
@—————— How old r u,
Anonymo12Anonymo12
- Date posted
- 2y
@—————— U have any social media’s? I think we both are going through the same thing and talking abt it would be helpful for eafhother 😞
Anonymo12Anonymo12
- Date posted
- 2y
@—————— Snap? This way I think we can help eachother fight these thoughts off as we both are experiencing the same but different gender
jag92jag92
- Date posted
- 2y
It’s so hard! My therapy had made me worse today 😢😢
Anonymous 00Anonymous 00
- Date posted
- 2y
@jag92 I know how you feel. Therapy was exhausting for me too.
jag92jag92
- Date posted
- 2y
@Anonymous 00 It’s made me worse like I now don’t know whether the compulsion is the proving I’m a lesbian or the compulsion is reassuring myself that I’m not and jjst to live life how I want ….my brain is such a mess
Anonymous 00Anonymous 00
- Date posted
- 2y
@jag92 I’m so sorry. Hope things we’ll get better for you! ❤️
Friend123Friend123
- Date posted
- 2y
You don’t have to make a definitive statement one way or the other- bisexual and pansexual identities are just as valid- and you don’t even have to give yourself that identity. Sometimes you can just look for a relationship that fulfills your life and it doesn’t matter if it’s a man or woman or NB person. Try practicing what it might look like to live in the “inbetween” not needing to decide one way or the other. Thinking of emotions and attraction like a River you are floating in- relaxing and along for the ride. Self discovery is a long process and self acceptance can be even longer. Just remember you are exactly perfect the way you are and there is love and partnership out there for you.
Anonymo12Anonymo12
- Date posted
- 2y
@Friend123 That didn’t help anyone but maybe made their thoughts worse. Pls things like these keep to urself. Everyone is what they are from the strt. Nothing changes.
Anonymo12Anonymo12
- Date posted
- 2y
@Anonymous 00 Exacrly, or the brain making u look at guys noticing them more. What’s helped me a lot is thinking back to when I had it 2 years ago, then it going away how happy I was to now the symptoms being more severe. Don’t mean I’m gay. I jus leave it on uncertainty, maybe I am maybe I’m not . Who knws I don’t need to knw rn. And I move on with my life. I know I’m not gay I don’t need to prove that to anyone or my brain. I know what I’m into
Be a part of the largest OCD Community
Share your thoughts so the Community can respond