Honestly, I’m just so confused. Is this really false attraction? There’s a girl at the doctors right now and she’s pretty. But I’m literally stressing over the fact that I could be lesbian and that’s why I think she’s pretty. And that I’m interested in her. This is so weird I hate it, it just feels so real like I’m just in denial and have been my whole life. But I swear I’ve never crushed on a girl, I would’ve noticed, I’ve never even fantasied. Why is this happening to me now? Idk i this is actually hocd or I just like girls.

I can relate. Maybe you are, maybe not, but if we don't accept the uncertainty ocd will never allow us to move past the rumination and questions. We will never solve the unremitting doubt and find the certainty to the questions by attending to them, but ocd wants to make us think we can. In the process, it only ends up stealing our time, energy, emotions, consuming our minds and our lives. Let the thoughts and what if questions be there. They are just thoughts. What would you really like to be doing now instead of attending to ocd's demands?

Yes! I started to get worried that when I find a guy attractive if they look like a girl. I’ve asked my sister several times if she thinks my boyfriend has a girlish voice or looks like a girl. Or just random guys that I think are attractive. It’s crazy.

Wow and how’d that go for you? But yes I feel like every stranger that seems me might think I’m lesbian. And it scares me. What if they see something I don’t? You know.

I got scared that thinking girls were pretty meant I was actually lesbian, also I was thinking if I was truly happy with my boyfriend and that’s when I asked myself what if I’m lesbian and I obsessed about it since then. Why?

Do you really think so? At this point I feel like people on here might think I’m just lesbian. Does it seem that way to you?

Yes! I just feel it’s because it’s on our mind. Of course we’re gonna feel guilty, I’ve always insecure about the way I dress especially. I’m like kinda tomboyish and I also use that as a trigger for myself thinking it means I’m indeed lesbian. And wow that sucks, I even think my family might think I’m lesbian.

You’re right @Macy18, but I’d just be enjoying my time with everyone I love. Not worrying about I think. I really miss when I used to be like that before ocd hit me at all.