- Date posted
- 1y
Have not been able to find peace
I have not been able to find peace since I had a hallucination that last 5 seconds. Before the hallucination I had a fear of schizophrenia and also had covid which made me worry ten times more. The day of the hallucination that last 5 seconds I only had about 3-4 hours of sleep on a early release. Ever snice then I been constantly worrying and paranoid because of it. Therapist unlikely to have schizophrenia and when I went to the hospital I was the least crazy person In there and told me go home because I'm not crazy told me to get off the internet and do something instead which is something I need to do I know On school weeks I stay up till 12 and wake up at 5:15 and stay up all day and then I get home sleep at the same time or I take a nap for like hour or two then up most of the night till like 1 and then I go back to sleep till I have to wake up again at 5:15 But I can't find peace with it being sleep problems to me I feel it mean I'm dying have schizophrenia or some type of cancer