My ocd started during pride month and I heard many stories (on tick tock) that girls used to be boy crazy but then they realized the were lesbians. That scared the crap out of me, now I can’t get it out of my head!!!

Boy crazy lesbians don’t exist. They normally pretend they are to try to fit in. People will say that they were, but I don’t buy it at all. That makes absolutely no sense in the slightest. I think they say that to exaggerate their story.

They pretend to be boy crazy, but I bet your mind is about to say “what if I’ve been pretending to be boy crazy???” And then start obsessing. I don’t mean to give reassurance, but that’s a red flag of OCD.

You reassured yourself in this comment too, you might’ve not caught it. Remember reassurance lasts temporarily, I could say that your not this or that a billion times, yet you’ll then go on to obsess later. I’m very guilty of reassurance seeking myself. I’m pretty sure everyone with OCD is. What you got to know, is who the core you is. And know it, and stop caring about being gay or whatever your obsession is. I also have HOCD, and it’s hard, but practice makes perfect. If there is any advice I can give you is to stop doing compulsions and you will see a significant decrease in your obsessions. I can guarantee that.

Your correct, you can’t let it ruin your time with your family. I’m on vacation at the moment, and honestly it’s kinda helpful since it gets me out of the house and gives me something to do. Keep your chin up, you’ll get through this.

I know girls be like on instagram commerns of a kpop girl Or something: she made me gay. Im like HOW?? How are u litteraly atteacred to a whole other gnede because of some girl. Such a big fear of mine thst someone will thrn me gay or that it already has happened. I truly think it had something to do with this generation, dont forget to stay true to urself!

@HOCDiagnosed i know. But there litteraly are girls out there who mean it. I click on theyre profile and theyre bio says proud bi/gay or the flag. I know its like a slur but the real cases triggered me

@theraptilecyka do u mean that they pretend to be gay or they pretend to have been boy crazy in the past?

@thereptilecyka hahaha u read my thoughts exactly. But after some anxiety i sadly already reassured myself with telling myself i was boy obsessed so than i cant be lesbian because u said lesbians dont have a boy crazy past lol. Weird...

Thanks for the helpfull advice :) i gotta get my mind straight, tomorrow im going on vacation and ugh it feels like whenever a nice event comes up in my life, my hocd is extra hard on me to make sure it kills all my excitment and makes sure thst i will have a horrible time with a lot lf anxiety. But i will try to keep my head up and follor ur advice, i cant let this ruin my precious time with my family.