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POCD and Real Events/False Memories (18+ TW)
Does anyone here struggle with real events around their POCD? I didn’t physically do anything bad, I have a few questionable memories that are tearing me apart. I’m also having some “memories” (it is like 50/50 on whether it’s real or not) that I touched myself while watching a really really disturbing scene in a horror movie (a scene that involved a child). I have no idea if it’s real or not. I was struggling with drinking around the time and would often drink while watching things, and I’m afraid it led me to doing something disgusting. I’m sorry I’m just feeling really distressed today. Like all the progress I’ve made is undeserved.