I wish ocd didn’t exist. I would have never thought it could have got even worse. I spend my days constantly overthinking and crying my eyes out because of this. Why does this have to affect my life. I just want to be happy and I can’t anymore.
ocd is definitely draining and i know we all wish it never existed or wish we were the lucky ones and didn’t have such a terrible illness. just know you aren’t alone and there’s thousands probably millions that feel the same way. keep fighting and know it’s all jus a disorder in ur mind and isn’t you. workout, draw, find a hobby. make ur life great do not let this control you!!!
I know how this feels as do countless others. You can be happy again. If I were able to make a suggestion, instead of wishing for what you don't want in your life aim for what you do instead. I keits hard right now but when you get a chance, give it a go. It doesn't even have to be anything grandiose. Stay strong 💪
I’ve been dealing with ocd my whole life, and just got diagnosed about a year ago. I feel my days becoming occupied with thoughts, urges, fears and worry that completely debilitate me. It’s getting to the point where i feel like it’s taking over my life. I don’t see this getting any better, even with the therapy and medication I’m on. I’m scared my life will be like this forever, I’m tired. My brain is tired of ruminating every second of every day from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep. I’m not sure how much longer I can go on like this.
Just been discharged from hospital outpatients after operation and 3 month recovery. There was an ultrasound on eyes and possibility of radiotherapy treatment for a spot there, but turned out it was benign. OCD was quiet during this time. However, now OCD has come back big time, and I'm wishing I hadn't been so fortunate with diagnosis. Tired of going through this like groundhog day, and worried that there will come a time where I won't cope. Can't tell anymore if this is OCD or I'm just losing my mind. All plans and dreams gone now.
Lately I have been having really really bad existential ocd the thoughts and compulsions never stop they are even in my dreams I resist compulsions as long as I can but I just want this to go away I keep thinking about how many hours in a day people would have if they weren’t like me I just feel so awful every second I feel like I’m living a double life I only know about I just want this to all go away
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