star1232
- Date posted
- 1y
Attraction feels so real
Attraction to attractive females feels triple real than non attractive ones :(
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star1232star1232
- Date posted
- 1y
@Gerardo02 I dont understand, im talking about attraction to the same sex š
pengunaranja pengunaranja
- Date posted
- 1y
I feel this urge to be gay, i don't know how yo explain, it doesn't feel like me anymore, I feel like I'm really gay, but love my boyfriend and this is telling me that I don't love him (I was have ROCD) And well, feels as if I really am gay and that I REALLY REALLY want and need to be with a woman
star1232star1232
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- 1y
@mimuuzz I have hocd ( which i doubt it because it feels suuuuper real from the feelings to the urges ā¦ etc ) mixed with tocd ( i have never wanted to be a man) the feelings feel very real , the gronials, the nipple erection ( which i dont know because of anxiety or a true desire) i can accept being lesbian in the worst case but really cant accept being a man or trans, i keep looking for femme lesbians to encourage my self because when my hocd started told me you love girls? So u re a MAN inside and you always want to be a GIRL before because u liked GIRLS , since this im feeling disconnected to my self and body
Carlos ACarlos A
- Date posted
- 1y
It's incredible the way my response has changed, I'm not a child, I'm almost 30 and not long ago I could see attractive subjects and even though I felt uncomfortable I could move on, now it's an anxiety with fear mixed and an automatic check, It feels like the sensation is maximized and it is impossible to get out of this when it is that automatic, before this did not happen, and I increasingly get clouded with women, which did not happen before either, before I looked for them, now I feel that every girl What I see is that I'm lying to myself and that if I were to make any movement for flirting purposes it would all be false or a form of compulsion, constantly analyzing myself and that sinks me deeper into frustration, I honestly can't stand it, everything is contrary to what I want
star1232star1232
- Date posted
- 1y
@Carlos A This is me too but with males, whenever feel 1% attraction to men i feel im lying to myself and i have tocd too told me since u re lesbian so in the past u liked guys because you want to be them unconsciously :( and you wanted to feel what they feel for you
star1232star1232
- Date posted
- 1y
@star1232 I really miss the feeling wanting a man without doubt or anxiety or fear
Carlos ACarlos A
- Date posted
- 1y
@star1232 Something like that, then you refrain from flirting because doing so leads you back to obsession, but it's so hard to explain the feeling, it's like IF I WANT TO BE WITH WOMEN AND I'M FRUSTRATED THAT MY BRAIN DOESN'T WANT TO RESPOND, in the past I dated girls and the obsession was not like it is now and I fell in love and looked for sex, now I simply feel that this will never get out of my head, and even less so with the symptoms at their peak. Yesterday I went out on the street and attracted girls' glances because I feel that I have become more attractive by training and that, and the thought comes to my mind that "I wish I was 100% like I used to be and I would take the opportunity to talk to them."
Carlos ACarlos A
- Date posted
- 1y
@star1232 Same with women
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- 14w
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