- Date posted
- 1y
Can someone share their opinions on this
I am struggling a lot with thoughts around my sexuality I am recently in a new relationship with a man I have tries because k had all these thoughts to do some things with girls especially this one girl , we kissed, went on some dates and once i stages for the night ( nothing sexual happened), when said girl got a relationship i did not feel jealous and i did not fzel sure when kissing her also Lately i have been trying to like the thoughts of her that i get overwelhmed with , because maybe it is internalized homophobia, is this normal? I also have been feelinf weird, i do think i love my bf ( i feel not sure ) and he is a great partner to me, but there are times when i am having all these thoughts that i feel like i cant do it and it is because of my sexuality and i am actually a lesbian , i try to imaginaire kissing him but sometimes feel disgust ( dont feel that i think when i am with him) or feel weird about it , i really dont understand my feeling I have been in living relationships in the past with men and i am for the most part scared i am just lyinh to myself and i dont like men i am just a lesbian I have now been saying i am bi because i feel like that is the right thing Please someone help me