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Yes , im depressed and i have never experienced à depression like this, i lost attraction to men too because my hocd told me this : Any attraction to men before was fake. Any attraction to men before because you wanted TO BE THEM not like them. Im giving up, my body lives in dead soul
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@star1232 I’m also depressed feel like everything is boring and feel like I’m losing attraction to woman
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@CatDog51 It does mean NOTHING
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@star1232 When ur kind flashes a sexual thought and image of the same sex, does it feel real for h in that instant and u get groinal response? Or do u get disgusted by it? Also when u look at the same sex on social media to test what happens?
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@Anonymous Yes it always feels real with groinal response and I FEEL I LIKE it which makes it worse, and when i look at the same sex i always get attraction , even if i dont get attraction my mind doubt it And always my mind hyper sexulize everything
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@star1232 Same to me
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@star1232 Do u have Instagram or something,I wanna know if for my HOCD the experience of thoughts or the way I test mentally is the same as other people with HOCD
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@Anonymous Yes send me your fb or insta or what’s app
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@star1232 Add me to inst is Kua_John_
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@star1232 Ggv tarentray on FB I’m alr in some Hocd groups on there aswell
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@Anonymous Add me
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@JohnKit I dont get you on both
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@star1232 Like my name doesn’t show up? On FB my pfp would be a football player, wearin a blue kit
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@Anonymous You add me Sole Jøhñ
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I have depression from HOCD and it feels like I’m depressed because “I’m in denial😒
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@Ridethewave Are you in denial?
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@JohnKit I don’t even know anymore 😥😓
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@Ridethewave Add me on ig we talk more about this
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@JohnKit What’s you insta?
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@JohnKit I’ve added yiy !
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@Anonymous With 2k followers?
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Does anyone ever have this feel of like dread and panic rush through your body and it makes it feel like you are realising that fear you ahve at the time is true x for me so ocd I have even been worrying about it lately but I’m sitting at the table having dinner and all of a sudden I have a panic feeling that rushing though my body and thoughts that say this if you realising your gay. I don’t know if that makes any sense but can anyone relate?
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@Anonymous I know what you mean I was like that to it like you have to tell someone what on your mind but you don’t want to it the argue/feeling don’t listen to it soon it be gone
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@JohnKit It’s feels so scary, feel like it’s real and makes you feel like you are realsing something
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@Anonymous Can you tell me more so I can understand it more
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@JohnKit Well my theme right now is so ocd, I ahve worried about it in a few months I’ve just stopped worrying about a brain tumour and now it’s sprung to this
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@JohnKit I was at the dinner table eating dinner with my boyfriend and I just felt like I wasn’t present, and then bam, that panic feeling started rising in my body and my brain straight away said this is yiy realsing you are gay, this is how all people feel when they realise they r gay
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@Anonymous Haven’t worried*
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@Anonymous I don’t understand but don’t worry about it to mucb
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Why does Hocd latches on to a specific person?
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Can hocd create mental feelings or things that resemble inclinations Without a physical response?, but such as arousal and mental attraction, for example, I have so ocd and I'm afraid that I might like women.So, in the last period, when I look at photos of girls, especially beautiful ones, I feel something strange or attracted,sometimes their bodies.And I'm confused as to what that might mean, it's like sexual orientation, is this from me or OCD produced by it?'The feeling is like the feeling of discovering new inclinations and this breaks me, I just want to reconcile with myself in any sexual orientation or identity, but I just can't feel comfortable and reconcile with the fact that I may like women or it may happen in the future.And I have these feelings that telling me messing around the girls would be fun, and I feel something like desire, but I never come to terms with this.. I'm going to be 15 years old, I know, I'm not supposed to think like that, I don't have the right to determine who I am now because im young, and I shouldn't continue to dream of marrying a man..My mind keeps reminding me of the fact that I'm a teenager and the likelihood that everything will change is high, but right now, I'm not asking for anything but rest.I want to love myself and reconcile with her.
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I really need help understanding what I’m going through. For a long time now, I’ve been struggling with thoughts and feelings about women that confuse and scare me. Sometimes I feel this strange emotional or mental ‘pull’ toward certain women — it’s not exactly sexual, and not clearly romantic either, but it feels like something, and it triggers deep anxiety. When I see a beautiful woman or a WLW (woman-loving-woman) couple, I feel something that I can’t explain — sometimes I think it’s just admiration or aesthetic appreciation, but OCD keeps telling me: “You felt something, so you must be gay,” or “You’re hiding something.” I get stuck in endless loops, trying to analyze these moments and label them. Even when I feel physical or emotional reactions, they don’t feel natural or aligned with who I am. They feel like a reaction to the idea of women, not real attraction. I try to be honest with myself — I even told a friend I might be bisexual at some point, just to test if that felt more comfortable. But it didn’t. It made things worse, and I felt like I lost touch with who I am. I don’t want to lie to myself or live in denial, but I’m exhausted. It feels like I’m being mentally forced to feel something that isn’t mine. I’m 14, and I understand that things might still be developing, but I can’t help feeling like I’ve always been drawn to men, and never naturally wanted women that way. Still, I keep doubting everything. Is this real attraction or OCD feeding false feelings and thoughts? Can OCD create emotional or mental sensations that feel like desire? I’m so scared that I’ll lose myself, or find out something I never wanted. I just want peace and to feel like myself again.
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