JohnKit
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star1232star1232
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Yes , im depressed and i have never experienced à depression like this, i lost attraction to men too because my hocd told me this : Any attraction to men before was fake. Any attraction to men before because you wanted TO BE THEM not like them. Im giving up, my body lives in dead soul
JohnKitJohnKit
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@star1232 I’m also depressed feel like everything is boring and feel like I’m losing attraction to woman
star1232star1232
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@CatDog51 It does mean NOTHING
AnonymousAnonymous
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@star1232 When ur kind flashes a sexual thought and image of the same sex, does it feel real for h in that instant and u get groinal response? Or do u get disgusted by it? Also when u look at the same sex on social media to test what happens?
star1232star1232
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@Anonymous Yes it always feels real with groinal response and I FEEL I LIKE it which makes it worse, and when i look at the same sex i always get attraction , even if i dont get attraction my mind doubt it And always my mind hyper sexulize everything
JohnKitJohnKit
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@star1232 Same to me
AnonymousAnonymous
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@star1232 Do u have Instagram or something,I wanna know if for my HOCD the experience of thoughts or the way I test mentally is the same as other people with HOCD
star1232star1232
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@Anonymous Yes send me your fb or insta or what’s app
JohnKitJohnKit
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@star1232 Add me to inst is Kua_John_
AnonymousAnonymous
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@star1232 Ggv tarentray on FB I’m alr in some Hocd groups on there aswell
JohnKitJohnKit
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@Anonymous Add me
star1232star1232
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@JohnKit I dont get you on both
AnonymousAnonymous
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@star1232 Like my name doesn’t show up? On FB my pfp would be a football player, wearin a blue kit
JohnKitJohnKit
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@Anonymous You add me Sole Jøhñ
Ridethewave Ridethewave
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I have depression from HOCD and it feels like I’m depressed because “I’m in denial😒
JohnKitJohnKit
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@Ridethewave Are you in denial?
Ridethewave Ridethewave
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@JohnKit I don’t even know anymore 😥😓
JohnKitJohnKit
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@Ridethewave Add me on ig we talk more about this
AaaAnonymousAaaAnonymous
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@JohnKit What’s you insta?
AaaAnonymousAaaAnonymous
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@JohnKit I’ve added yiy !
JohnKitJohnKit
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@Anonymous With 2k followers?
AaaAnonymousAaaAnonymous
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Does anyone ever have this feel of like dread and panic rush through your body and it makes it feel like you are realising that fear you ahve at the time is true x for me so ocd I have even been worrying about it lately but I’m sitting at the table having dinner and all of a sudden I have a panic feeling that rushing though my body and thoughts that say this if you realising your gay. I don’t know if that makes any sense but can anyone relate?
JohnKitJohnKit
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@Anonymous I know what you mean I was like that to it like you have to tell someone what on your mind but you don’t want to it the argue/feeling don’t listen to it soon it be gone
AaaAnonymousAaaAnonymous
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@JohnKit It’s feels so scary, feel like it’s real and makes you feel like you are realsing something
JohnKitJohnKit
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@Anonymous Can you tell me more so I can understand it more
AaaAnonymousAaaAnonymous
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@JohnKit Well my theme right now is so ocd, I ahve worried about it in a few months I’ve just stopped worrying about a brain tumour and now it’s sprung to this
AaaAnonymousAaaAnonymous
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@JohnKit I was at the dinner table eating dinner with my boyfriend and I just felt like I wasn’t present, and then bam, that panic feeling started rising in my body and my brain straight away said this is yiy realsing you are gay, this is how all people feel when they realise they r gay
AaaAnonymousAaaAnonymous
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@Anonymous Haven’t worried*
JohnKitJohnKit
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@Anonymous I don’t understand but don’t worry about it to mucb
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geodrimilis
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- 22w
Hocd is literally a clown in my head.
Like I can’t think straight. This is making me doubt everything I’ve thought about myself and even makes me feel like I like the thoughts when I know I don’t. Like I would be less anxious at a time while I still have the thoughts and my mind would go “oh so you like it you must be gay” or the other one where I’m not anxious and I think of my attraction for girls that I’ve had my whole life and my mind goes “see now you’re not into them you’re gay” like it’s so stupid but so effective. I clearly remember being into girls my whole life but my mind is making me believe that all these attractions and feelings for women were all fake or “a thing of the past”. But I can still get aroused by women but I have this weird anxiety going on which brings these sensations/feelings and it’s so weird. Today I’ve spent my whole day thinking about it like I’ve been doing for 5 months now. I know that this aint normal but my mind just won’t let me live in peace. I never cared about my sexuality cuz I simply liked women my whole life but now my sexuality is a fundamental philosophy. I hate this.
johnsarry
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- 14w
had very bad hocd need help
i'm positive i was attracted to women before this got a thought when i was high thought really really deeply into and changed my life now im 24/7 scared im gay ive always been attracted to girls but early in my sexual life where im at ive always got with girls and seemed a little disapointed after would love help and to hear past experiences
doomed >3
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- 13w
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