cant stop obsessing on what the point is

i’ve been dissociating so badly this week and just can’t stop thinking about what the point of everything is. i lost my mom last year and i’m just in so much pain and depressed and miss her so badly. i’m also having like a religious crisis. i’ve never really believed in god very much and i especially haven’t since my mom passed. (please don’t try to change my mind) it’s just so hard to believe in a god that took my mom away so young and when i was so young. anyways most people around me and one of my best friends has now become super religious and i just feel so distant and lonely and keep obsessing on what if i’m wrong and just stuff like that. it’s just so exhausting and lonely and i was just wondering if anyone else relates.

Existential OCD

Cristina1217

Date posted: 2y

This happens to me so often. It’s awful :(

ichooseme

Date posted: 2y

im so sorry for your loss. I also am going through religious and existential crisis and it’s scary. but maybe from a different point of view since im (or have been) relatively religious and now im starting to doubt everything and it feels horrible. you’re not alone

arabladybird

Date posted: 2y

I’m also going through this right now too!! It’s scary and it feels like it’s never going to get better, but it will. Stay the course. We can do this!! :)

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