That hotel owner is blatantly gay. I mean I don’t mind and I’m literally chuckling away to myself as I write this. What I mean is I’m confident enough to say no lol. I’m going to buy him a box of Indian sweets from a nice restaurant to say thank you for taking me out to the city. In other news I bought some dank garms in the city today and I look fre f fre f f f fresh! 😂😂The situations I get into lol.
I read the other post, how did you hot to that conclusión?? But like, My question is, You have SO OCD but what are you scared of?
@pengunaranja He is going to seduce me and have his way with me. I will lose my inhibitions, he will drug me. He is already suggesting parties and drinking when he knows I’m an ex alcoholic. He touched me where he shouldn’t have too by “accident”. He’s been offering me clothes etc. which I’m sure he would have expected “something” in return for. I’m just going to buy him those sweets so I don’t owe him anything and avoid him.
@NotSoNewb82 Ooohhh I see, I get it now, he's so wrong for that, just get away from him, he probably doesn't really have those intentions, maybe he does, but touching someone "by accident" isn't correct!! Hope you get out of all those troubles
@pengunaranja Whilst talking in Hindi the words “fresh and easy” were used. And we discussed money too and the words “for a poor man it is too much” were used so I think I was going to get scammed. People, including him, have suggested that I can buy property in India if I buy it in someone else’s name. If you owe these people they will use it as leverage for persuasion.
@NotSoNewb82 Wow.. yup, definitely better to get out of there..
@pengunaranja This sort of thing happens so much that I’d started to believe I must be imagining things.
@pengunaranja I had a woman in her eighties try to seduce me once. That was hilarious but I couldn’t laugh very much because it would have been cruel.
@pengunaranja Women of an appropriate age that I lime however NEVER approach me. 🤣🤣
@NotSoNewb82 Like.
@NotSoNewb82 No, I don't think so, maybe you are just hyper worried and anxious about what might happen with everything you do, and worry about what people near you might do!! You'll be okay
@NotSoNewb82 No way, that's nothing to worry about!!! People that age use to do those sorts of things because they sometimes feel lonely, poor woman😂
@pengunaranja I read that being hyper vigilant is a symptom of PTSD. I’m leaving India and going back to the UK next year. I’ll try to get proper diagnoses then. A few things were put on the table as possibilities before I left.
@pengunaranja Blood still glows in their veins. 🤣
@NotSoNewb82 Flows.
@NotSoNewb82 NICEEE, that's such a good idea, hope you get good diagnoses!!!
@NotSoNewb82 Frr 😂😂
@pengunaranja 🤣
@pengunaranja I’ve just taken a box of sweets to the restaurant manager at his hotel. I sent the restaurant manager a message explaining. He did take me to the city which is one hour away and he did buy me food. I hope I’ve done the classy thing.
@NotSoNewb82 What did he answered?
@pengunaranja No answer yet. I’ll lyk.
@NotSoNewb82 Okkk, hope he stops doing what he does
@pengunaranja I’ve given my landlord notice so I can not be so near to his hotel. I have a place I know will give me a room.
@pengunaranja The other thing was that his hotel manager called me handsome and then his friend said I should go 300km to a tiger sanctuary to spend one night with the hotel manager. 300km is a long way to go for one night. 🤨
@NotSoNewb82 You have a crazy life surrounded my crazy people.. why would he say that???
@pengunaranja I thought it was me! I spoke to my landlord today and he said he’d get someone to go and speak to him but I’m still moving. It’s like Tiger King lol. The hotel owner has mad money too.
I keep seeing tiktoks of things that are like ‘things I did as a lesbian in denial’ or ‘things my not so straight straight friend said’ and I feel like I might relate to some!! But idk!! It’s kinda triggering me. I’ve had this 5 years on and off now so when it comes back the whole well you’ve had it so long you must be gay comes up. I have been with my boyfriend almost 6 years and i love him so much I don’t want to be gay (nothing weong with it - I’m just not and don’t want to be!)
There’s this guy I just worked with who honestly felt like another version of me, someone who I could get along with massively. Everything we’d talk about was the same, our interest, our taste in films and music, it felt amazing to have someone to chat to. I can’t lie he was also physically very much my type, so I do fancy him. I said to my friend that I think I found the love of my life, but the sad thing is he’s taken so I’ll take having a crush dip and suppress the fact I fancy him and she went all serious with me. Started saying “good because that can ruin a friendship, especially with a girlfriend”, and it wasn’t meant to be so deep and now it’s got me massively overthinking. I’ve only known him a very short time but I wanted a friendship to be there yk, we’ll never really see one another every again after the festival but it felt nice to have had such a good friendship, even if I feel like I’m another life he would be the perfect one. Can I not feel like that and still have a friendship? I’m never gonna do anything about it, I currently like someone else and he also has a gf, but can I not joke about it without it being all serious? I’m massively overthinking it
Hi everyone, I was sitting thinking about my ex texting me.. we are truly friends and haven’t thought about anything more between us.. but I was fantasizing about what he might be texting me about. I was thinking “oh maybe he is going to text me and say that he is still in love with me… or since he is bi-sexual, maybe he is going to tell me that he has HIV..” I immediately felt horrible because that is a stereotype about the gay community that is completely false and it was a horrible thing to think… I tried to say “that was a horrible thought to have and you have never had a thought like that before, just don’t do it again.” But I am so ashamed and my OCD is telling me that the bad guys is going to get me… can someone please assure me that I am not a terrible person? I know that we shouldn’t be seeking reassurance but I am struggling
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