just a little rant

so i was just thinking about how girls are able to connect so easily with their boyfriends as if they’re on of their best girl friends and then i got worried that i’ll never be able to do that. like for example i’ve never had a boy friend (emphasis on friend lol) so i don’t know how different the bond is you know? i guess what i was worried about is that if i got into a relationship i wouldn’t know what to talk about with him, meaning that i’d rather have a girlfriend? but writing it down now it all seems kind of silly

Sexual Orientation OCD

Username: ZTValenZTValen

Date posted: 1y ago

I'll add on to the OCD isn't logical thought. While you may know something seems silly, your brain will continue to roll with the same thought, no matter how cognizant you are to said thought. Reason and logic aren't the cure to OCD, unfortunately.

Username: yessyessyessyess

Date posted: 1y ago

Same, I’m 28 now and have never been past a second date with a guy. Also, seeing unhealthy relationships And having a low self-esteem doesn’t help either. 😞 My sister who is 34 has been in two relationships with guys already this year alone and sometimes I feel like a failure. I’m the last one in the family single. I was dealing with weight issues, the fear of what if I’m a lesbian or bisexual was not as present. My main feeling was not being skinny or pretty enough for men. I longed for that connection with men, it’s still there. But it just feels distorted with my new theme of “what if I’m bisexual?” 😞

Username: Nicolas:)Nicolas:)

Date posted: 1y ago

I actually do worry that what would happen if I'm into women's body but I never get to conmect with one, cause I never really conected with the only girlfriend I ever had

Username: snerpsnerp

Date posted: 1y ago

If it seems silly, then it is. OCD is never logical.

Username: JenniesOCDBrainJenniesOCDBrain

Date posted: 1y ago

hey, i totally get where you're coming from with those thoughts feeling overwhelming. it's tough when your brain throws these curveballs at you, making you question your future relationships. just know you're not alone in feeling this way. 💛 been there with my own ocd loops, and what really helped me was this free AI OCD therapy tool called "unstuck" (unstuckmyocd.com/try) that my ocd therapist recommended. it'll be especially helpful for you because it offers personalized step-by-step support, just like an ocd therapist, when you're dealing with these intrusive thoughts about relationships. i hate when people promote stuff, but i really think it can help you because it's changed my life. lmk if you have Qs or just want to talk more! <3

Username: ninkaninga

Date posted: 24w ago

Confused about attraction

Im just so confused about the attraction. I feel like i’ve never really felt sexual attraction towards someone, or maybe i did i just dont remember. I personally dont really think im asexual. Maybe this is reassurance seeking but how does real attraction, or sexual attraction feels like? Im scared that my admiration for woman was actually attraction?😔 even though i had no sexual or romantic fantasies or desires with them. I can tell if a woman is pretty or attractive but i’ve never had any desire to date one. And it scares me. Like what if i’ve never been attracted to a guy? I dont even remember how does it feels like. Im so fu*ked up, like im 20 years old, my last crush was when i was 13 on a guy (even that my ocd makes me doubt) and i have these thoughts since 14. It got me in this early age when everyone around me were experiencing crushes and i DID NOT.

Username: matchalover123

Date posted: 22w ago

genuinely dk

idk how to even make this make sense but i’m gonna try so i think i’ve convinced myself that im like afraid of more feminine men??? especially straight ones. like i was watching a tik tok of this guy who i would consider pretty feminine and he was talking abt his girlfriend and all of a sudden i just felt really weird??? and today i saw a more feminine guy holding hands with a girl walking around town and got that same feeling again. idk what’s even wrong. i don’t think it’s bad for guys to be feminine at all. if anything im glad people are able to express themselves the way they want. i’ve mentioned in my others posts that im scared of being a lesbian bc that means i won’t like my bf and i think im forcing myself to think im like hyper straight and super feminine and maybe im pushing that onto how i view other people?? like i think that if i look or act even a little bit lesbian then i am. but how does one even look or act lesbian?? anyone can be a lesbian!!! now i’m worried that if my bf does something more feminine i won’t like him. i feel so stressed sexuality literally does not matter why am i freaking out!!!! as long i like love him and he loves me nothing is wrong and it’s not wrong for other people to love who they love either!!! sorry if this absolutely made no sense i tried to explain it the way im feeling it. i’m scared that im like being homophobic or something but im not!! i genuinely think love is such a beautiful thing and that you should get to be with whoever you’re attracted to even if it’s a feminine man (which there’s nothing wrong with at all) i just don’t know why these feelings don’t align with my views. im sorry

Username: kaylaxo

Date posted: 19w ago

Sorry for another depressing post

I’m not necessarily looking for reassurance. Just venting I guess and I don’t mean to sound like a baby. But I just feel like I’m meant to be alone and it hurts. Like not only when it comes to friendships but relationships as well. I’ve always wanted to be a wife and mother and ik those aren’t big dreams but they have been my dreams since I was a teenager. I don’t think I’ll ever be good enough for that. (there are many reasons behind that thinking; i’d just rather not get into it) I know I have people on here to talk to to an extent and I’m very grateful for that. But y’all don’t know me on a deep level and ofc I don’t expect you to. Idk I don’t wanna start rambling. Thank you to anybody who even cares to read this

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