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- 6y
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- 6y
Welcome lovely. The more you test is reassurance and so bad for your ocd my lovely. You will just be fuelling this horrible b*stard. OCD will just latch onto your insecurities. It is such a debilitating disorder and very hard for others to understand but we all do here. Sit with the anxiety no matter how strong it is......let your heartbeat go right up, let your body shake and let your breath go fast but try to not give in to the testing. It will eventually ease. Xx
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- 6y
One thing that helped me was realizing that OCD attacks your values and creates thoughts that are the inverse of how you live your life. From your themes we know that you greatly value and respect your husband and your relationship. You also have fear of harming him involuntarily (emotionally and physically).
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- 6y
How are you going with this rachelraema? Have you managed to resist the compulsion in the last 10 days since your post?
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- 6y
Omg someone else with the same exact obsession as me!!! I have been feeling so fucking alone for four months I am starting to feel so depressed now I started getting obsessed when I had a symptom I googled and I spiralled. I’ve had repeated tests and always find a fault with it “what if I had the wrong results? What if they mixed them up? What if they aren’t accurate? What if I didn’t test at the right time?” My newest obsession is my eye. I had conjunctivitis and now a what the optician said is a chalazion and definitely not std related. My mind tells me “how can you be sure? They haven’t swabbed it...” I’m convinced I will lose my partner as a result of having STDs I didn’t know about and he will leave me. It’s actually ruining me
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- 25w
I’m a good man and I know that. My OCD revolves around relationships. While dating someone a truly enjoy, I find myself needing to compulse everything on my mind or else I feel like I’m being a liar or keeping secrets. I also am pretty confident I suffer from false memory ocd. I don’t like to put a label on things but I’m 99.9% sure I do. My compulsions a lot of times come from things I’m not even sure are real. The more thought I put into them, the more I start to believe they are real. One of the worst compulsions I had in my relationship was I had a thought “what if I find my ex more attractive” and “what if I thought the sex with them was better”. I ended up compulsing these things to my gf. After lots of time to think and get a ahold of myself I was able to remind myself that these things weren’t true and I was just in a downward spiral. There was a 2-3 month period where every time I was relieved of something then I would instantly think of something else. These compulsions have caused insecurity in my gf and I feel like a terrible person. Never meant to hurt her at all and was just trying to find a sense of relief. While I know it is not true, I can’t fix things with words and I feel terrible. I would love to hear from people with tricks and strategies that can help. I love my gf and want to fix things and understand this is not a relationship fixer app but I would like to know what are some ways you are able to deal with these kind of things.
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- 20w
I’m new to treatment and only realized I have OCD a few months ago. I went through a tough and abusive marriage and ended up getting divorced. I had my first panic attack several years ago and ended up needing to go on Lexapro. This helped me significantly and allowed me to leave my partner. Several years later and I decided to stop Lexapro because I thought I was good to go. I’m in a very healthy relationship, have a great job, friends/family, go to the gym and have a wonderful life. It’s been about a year off the meds and I’ve had some panic, but I’ve been able to manage it. For some reason, the last three weeks has been really difficult for me. I have different spirals and different thought processes: what if I’m schizophrenic? What if I have a deeper mental disorder? What if I hurt someone? What if I need to leave my partner? What if I end up becoming so depressed that I end up hurting myself? My brain just goes from one what if to the next and once I conquer one, the next one pops up with even more intensity. I started taking NAC and inositol and I’m taking saffron during the day because I really don’t wanna go on back on medication but sometimes my thoughts scare me and I’m convinced that I’m not gonna get better and I know that’s just the OCD loop, but I’m wondering if this resonates with anyone else!
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- 16w
I have this deep fear I’ll accidentally cheat on my long term partner. This fear was initially triggered a couple years ago after being at a bar with my friends where I enjoyed the attention of being flirted with by a stranger. Because of my enjoyment of receiving verbal attention, I began spiraling about what if I accidentally cheat. Since then I have made multiple confessions to my partner to seek reassurance, replayed events over and over in my head, spent hours googling/looking at reddit threads, and now I dread “bar like” situations where I know my partner won’t be around. Today I was triggered and have wasted about 4-5 hours of my day ruminating. Does anyone else with relationship ocd struggle with this fear and have any tips?
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