- Date posted
- 1y
Mirrors?
Does anyone look at the mirror and not recognize themselves? This could be derealization or disassociation not sure?
Does anyone look at the mirror and not recognize themselves? This could be derealization or disassociation not sure?
Yessssssss
Yup, since OCD got really bad, sometimes I feel like I’m looking at someone I don’t know anymore, but there are times where that’s not the case, usually after spending more time with others who remind me who I am
I haven’t had this yet. But I have a similar issue: If I try to read a certain word or phrase (one that i want to read for reassurance) it’s like the phrase suddenly isn’t there. Like it’s censored, and there may be a different word there that confirms something I fear. It’s all under the umbrella of derealization from what I understand.
Yes.
I keep seeing coupled numbers or angel numbers and having dejvu and in my mind when I get constant Deja Vu which in my mind means something bad is about ti happen I have had it 6 times today 3 in the last hour and I honestly feel like I'm going insane whether its Deja Vu of the numbers it causes me to question every action I make. If I see the numbers or get Deja Vu it dictates my day and I can't live this way anymore. Everyone I try and talk to doesn't understand and there is no way I can ever tell anyone about my violent intrusive thoughts the one time I did my mother called the police. Sorry for the run-on sentences and if it doesn't flow right I'm just really struggling right now and have been for a long time and I just want help I'm scared of my own mind. Thank you for whoever answers this post just one person would sadly make my day.
My body has done weird things during interactions and sometimes it feels like the movements came from me, like I controlled them. It’s freaking terrifying. Sometimes I believe I’ve gone psycho. I don’t know who the fuck I am anymore. Maybe I should just accept that I’m a danger to society.
Does anyone else’s false memory intrusive thoughts of what could have happened feel very, very real?
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