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i think the noticing guys thing is just a pattern you’ve got yourself stuck in. or the anxiety probably causing your brain to think of these images and maybe for your body to feel things out of alignment for you. that really doesn’t mean you are attracted to them, and false attraction is real, too. of course, you can find someone attractive and not *be* attracted to them. i’ve had this too with girls, but i honestly don’t really care if i’m bi so it doesn’t bother me like that. maybe tell your brain you don’t care if you’re bi or not. try to convince the OCD it doesn’t matter either way, it’ll stop nagging at you

so sorry! i didn’t mean for it to trigger you, i was just saying you aren’t actually attracted to guys, it’s just ocd brain. if it makes you gag thinking about it, it’s really not you. i have really bad sexual ocd and i try to check myself a lot bc of it. but afterwards i feel repulsed. i know we’re still strangers but i PROMISE you aren’t alone at all in how you feel, and you WILL move on from this and be able to manage everything better