Derealization rant?

Wow.. this didn’t heavily start for me until 28. I’m so sorry you’re already dealing with this so young. These are also some of my daily struggles so know you are not alone. Keep your head up & just try to think of everything that you are grateful for & makes life worthy to you. Im so scared of death myself, it invades my thoughts on the daily, but we can’t let that affect the quality of our lives because otherwise what’s the point? Wow, I really need to take my own advice On a positive note (I hope you can see it this way) I think you having these mental health issues this young will help you be better at coping as you get older. I hope things get easier for you

This reminds me of myself rn with how I feel with life but as much as it doesn’t seem like it it will get better. I’ve been there before, and it did improve just keep pushing through and treat yourself. You’re doing good. Also don’t be so hard on yourself too when you’re healing through this. It takes a lot of mental strength to handle such an illness and you’re doing great. I’m young too so you’re not alone. I believe in you ! ✨💕

There are many many times I feel like I’m in a simulation!

I’m 18. I worry about the same thing A lot!! You definitely aren’t alone, it’s really tiring and overwhelming. I recommend maybe getting meds for your ocd, I recommend finding things in your daily life that make you feel grateful to be alive. One thing I tell myself is , if we aren’t scared of death, are we truly living? It is a pleasure to be able to be alive, and we need to make the most of it, even if things happen that are outside our control