Not funny

I’ve thought things like that too, I’ve also thought that my partner is just too weird or cringy. And recently I I’ve been obsessing over my partner’s voice and the way he talks and says things, especially when he’s hyper and trying to be outgoing, I keep obsessing over the way he sounds, thinking it’s annoying and weird. I know how difficult it is. Sometimes ROCD will attach itself to any small “flaw” and blow it wayyy out of proportion, making us think that it’s a big problem that we can’t handle. Sometimes our brain likes to make every little thing catastrophic. And the truth is, no one is going to be perfect, no person is ever going to fulfill every single desire you have, nor is that their job. No person will check off every single box without fail, but that’s ok because we’re all human, we all have our imperfections. I know it’s easier to say all this than to put it into practice. Trust me, I’m terrified daily and yet I haven’t left. Love is a choice and your choice to stay says a lot! Keep being strong 😊

At times I feel that my fiancé isn’t intelligent enough for me. Today he spelled a word wrong, and when I asked him to correct it, he had no idea what was wrong. So this is all just adding onto the reasons I am doubting getting married to him… :/