- Username
- Savhatesocd
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 34w ago
- Username
- KaykCallawayKaykCallaway
- Date posted
- 34w ago
You aināt ever lied!
- Username
- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 34w ago
Thatās a great question that I wish too I had the answers to. This is what Iāve dealt with for 20+ years. Itās awful and my therapist says āWell theyāre just thoughts, just like hey that plant is green.ā Iām like yeah I wish it was that easy
- Username
- Anonymous532Anonymous532
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 34w ago
I relate to this soooo much. Especially when ur doing better and there isnāt anxiety with those suicidal thoughts so u think that they must be real. Itās so hard but I try to remind myself that these intrusive thoughts go against my values and I wouldnāt act on it.
- Username
- Anonymous532Anonymous532
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 34w ago
And thenā¦ you start questioning your values and so you might actually do it??? OCD IS SO TIRING.
- Username
- Anonymous532Anonymous532
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 34w ago
We got this tho, your not alone šŖ
- Username
- confused writerconfused writer
- Date posted
- 34w ago
Feel the same. Feels real. My intrusive thoughts develop themselves to other places all the time. Itās so hard
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- Aislinndest
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Does this sound like ocd?
I canāt figure out if Iām really suicidal or just obsessing over the thought of it. Im to scared to even do it. I don't know if this is my OCD or what but for the past week or so it's been really bothering me these thoughts that I am on edge, scared. I haven't eaten in 3 days. I have imagined every single way of doing it, and everything and it makes me SICK. It feels like an urge at this point. I start to feel like maybe I could actually do it, then I feel myself about to go into a panic attack. I already feel derealization where this world doesn't feel real and nobody seems real to me, and my family feels like strangers and I'm just really scared. I feel very scared. I don't physically feel like I'm "here." I feel like my mind is lost. I feel like I just want to be at peace and then I think Iām seriously suicidal and the cycle just keeps repeating itself. Im sick to my stomach and terrified.
- Username
- spidermanpew
- Date posted
- 1y ago
Question
Why do I have the urge to off myself when having ocd thoughts? But I dont want to die.
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