Deep down I feel like I’ll never be able to truly fall in love. I feel like I wasn’t made for loved and I feel like everything inside of me is making it impossible for me to just truly love my partner. It’s so heartbreaking and infuriating. I’ve just accepted the fact that I’ll never be able to love the way everyone else can, and that’s not fair to my partner. I don’t know what to do.
Keep going. Maybe one day you will realise that you have had love all along.
I've been there. I feel stuff differently to others and a lot of people don't understand my perspective. To me love isn't black and white, it's a spectrum and I've loved in many different ways. Just because it's not what most people depcit in movies and books, doesn't mean it isn't still love. I have no idea of that applies to you but that's my 2 cents
I love u Wolfram U are very kind and helpful and I appreciate you ✊ ❤️
@kathleenshubby4eva thank you. I appreciate that 😊
@kathleenshubby4eva Did you change your name?
@Wolfram yes, previously vallakid but that was just the default based on my login info so I thought it best to change it hehe 🤭
I cast a spell to make U lovable but it didn't work... coz you're already worthy of love 🤗 https://nocd.page.link/dFVa2gugiqrnpr1B7
@kathleenshubby4eva ❤️❤️❤️
Sometimes I feel that way too, I’ve never been in a full on, committed relationship yet thanks to some things in my life. I think it’s easy for us to give up on the hope of finding love one day, and I absolutely don’t think it’s at all what “true love” is in the movies and such, but I think there is hope for everyone to find love in their lifetime. Who knows, maybe one day you’ll be able to look back at this moment and realize just how wrong you were 🤍
@mseb10 I hope I can find it, but the problem is I want to find it with the person I’m with right now. There’s no one else I want, but I keep having all kinds of thoughts and feelings that make it feel impossible. I don’t want to leave, this is the person I want to love. But when I look around at all my friends in relationships, they all seem so happy and in love of their partner all the time, and I’m constantly picking apart everything my partner does and belittling him in my own head. It’s not fair to him.
I just feel like I don’t care anymore. I’m so exhausted of swinging between constant thoughts and numbness. I just don’t feel like I can sustain the feeling of love. My boyfriend will find someone else. I know he thinks he loves me but I know he could also love again. He’d be fine if I just disappeared. I just hate myself and don’t want anyone to love me. There’s always going to be other people in the world a person will have a connection with so he could move past me just fine. No one connection means anything.
Deadass feel like i wont be able to fall in love again ever. Like i dont know what it is and as long as these thoughts stay with me i will be forever alone. The fact that that just depressing as hell and that i know what i will be missing makes me so done with life.
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