- Date posted
- 1y
Hocd?
Hello my name is Aidan I am 16 years old about 4 months ago I was on a call with my friends and we were talking about life and one of my female friends told me to rate the guy she was talking to I said no cause I’m not gay and they started saying that yes your gay and made me take a gay test and I got bisexual I started getting anxiety from it and stressing I cried the first day ever sense then I have lost attraction to girls I stare at guys I get intrusive thoughts about being gay but now it just says your gay I went to a ocd doctor and I got diagnosed with OCD but she said that hocd was just a sub category of normal ocd I am very scared I don’t know what to do I have always liked girls I have had long relationships with girls too I still get erections to girls if that means anything but idk what to do someone please explain I keep doubting myself in my head and deep down it says your gay but I was never gay and I don’t know if you go from straight to gay in one day