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- 5y
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- 5y
It’s simple really. HOCD is a subtype of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, and being gay is wanting and seeking out romantic or sexual relationships with the same sex exclusively.
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- 5y
Yeah I get it, I have it as well so I know how you feel. But what do you want? What do you want to come home to? Don’t let your mind pick, make yourself pick. Your mind will tell you different than what you truly want if you have OCD. Ask yourself these basic questions, and that’s your answer. But of course OCD will make you doubt that answer, but don’t let the doubt fool you. Don’t let the OCD take over.
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- 5y
I think this is the wrong question to be asking. I think the right one would be “ how do I accept the possibility of being gay ? “. That’s going to get under the fear and turn it into something that is no longer a fear. Because once this question is answered , you’ll move onto something similar or something completely different. I’m sure you already know this but just wanted to say it just Incase. You could do things like talk to gay people or go to a gay club ( obviously not to do anything , just to see that they’re normal people and can live fun lives too and it would be the same with you ). Ask yourself this ; would you rather live a life full of worrying about whether or not you’re gay or accepting it as a possibility and learning to be okay with it and living a happy life in the process ? The latter is totally possible man. You got it , we’re all here for you ????
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- 5y
Ok. I just can’t tell if I am gay, or I’ve just let the ocd take over. I have other forms of ocd, but this is one that I’ve been dealing with for the longest time.
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- 22w
So I’ve talked to a couple of gay people and they all told me the same thing. They ALWAYS knew they liked guys and they have ever gotten aroused by a woman in their life. In fact they told me that they always found a woman’s body disgusting. Looking back in my life I’ve been attracted to girls for as long as I can remember even before puberty. All my fantasies were about girls and I can’t remember a time where I felt the same for a guy (because it never happened). At the end I can still get aroused by women and you can clearly see how much stupid this obsession about being gay is. Gay people can’t get instinctively aroused by a woman and like it. Groinal responses and sensations don’t mean anything because they simply do not bring joy or a feeling of desire. Instead they bring panic. I once got a groinal when “testing my reactions” and I was sitting there crying like my life is over. That’s not how genuine attraction works and no one has woken up one day feeling different and no one has been secretly gay and never noticed it and spent his whole life into women instead.
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- 18w
it feels like i accepted being gay and thats part of who i am but i still feel that tension and fake attraction whenever i see a man and i feel like i could be able to have a sexual intercourse with a man even though i dont want it is it still hocd or just denial? like i am feeling okey but there is still that doubt that how can i know that im not gay if i dont get disgusted by gay things or gay personality traits and at the same time i want to feel normal again like before
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- 11w
I’ve been struggling with HOCD for years, and it started with an intrusive thought about being gay when I was younger. It came up at age 12 and ever since, I’ve been trapped in a cycle of doubt and anxiety. I obsess over whether or not I’m secretly gay, even though I don’t feel that way at all. What makes it worse is the fear that I might have internalized homophobia, and that’s why I’m having these obsessive thoughts. I worry that my anxiety is a sign that I’m repressing something or rejecting part of myself. It feels like my mind keeps repeating the same question—am I gay?—and no matter how much reassurance I get, the fear doesn’t go away. I used to pray for my family members, fearing that if I didn’t, something bad would happen to them, and now it feels like I have to control these thoughts, or something will go wrong. For a while, it was quieter, but a week ago, the thoughts spiraled up again, and now the anxiety feels overwhelming again. It’s exhausting, and I don’t know how to break free from this constant loop of doubt. Has anyone dealt with the fear of internalized homophobia alongside HOCD? How do you manage the anxiety that comes with it?
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