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Anyone have derealization OCD?
I don’t know if it’s actually de realization or I’m just scared that it is. Either way it puts me into an intense state of anxiety. It’s like my OCD makes me hyper aware
I don’t know if it’s actually de realization or I’m just scared that it is. Either way it puts me into an intense state of anxiety. It’s like my OCD makes me hyper aware
yes, this happened to me in 2020. I think I did experience derealization and was so scared of it coming back. I forced myself to stop checking. it was hard but i had to stop reacting negatively when i noticed the symptoms
@rj1102 Thank you for sharing! I think it’s the checking that puts me in an anxious state . This must be a temporary response to high stress right?
@peet 100%! The checking to see if i could still “feel” it was the only thing that kept it there. I spent hours researching horror stories and reddit threads. The one good advice I found from researching was someone said to not assign a negative reaction to it and don’t negatively react when you notice you’re feeling it. I think my scared reaction and being scared of it just kept the paranoia of experiencing it again up. Hope this is helpful! I’d also recommend podcasts for distraction if you just need to feel like someone’s with you.
@rj1102 That makes sense! I just did some CBT exercises with it and it seems to be working! Accepting it and not fighting it and normalizing seems to be working!!! Praise the Lord :) there’s a good anxiety workbook if anyone is reading this I recommend, just comment and I’ll share it
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@sicktomystomach Thank you so much for sharing this. I need some help trusting this is temporary
@sicktomystomach I already feel better knowing I am not alone. Thank you so much for your words of encouragement and kindness. Yes we will! 🙏🥹
I’ve never been diagnosed with OCD, but I relate so much to what people here are going through. I used to think it was just anxiety, and I felt like I could handle that. But lately I’ve been spiraling—constantly afraid that what I’m feeling is something worse, like psychosis or losing control of my mind. I feel so detached and scared, and I just want peace again. I have anxiety doing the smallest things, like the thought of waking up everyday and even eating give me straight up panic. I am afraid all the time, it’s paralyzing. And a lot of people say someone with psychosis wouldn’t worry that they’re in it, but then I convince myself I’ve been in it this whole time, and haven’t known, and that maybe I’ve been doing weird stuff. Idk. I also get really scared of labels. Even the idea of OCD makes me feel like I’ll never get better or like I’ll be stuck like this forever. I just want to be okay. If anyone has felt this way—confused, overwhelmed, or scared of what’s happening in their mind—I’d really appreciate any support or encouragement.
idk why this is such a recurrent thing for me , I get so scared through the day when I’m not distracted when I think about psychosis. or being put in a mental hospital that it gives me bad anxiety, one time I had a panic attack at the thought of having it 💔 I can’t pin point if it’s intrusive thoughts because it’s a fear of mine .. or not. I think this is the worst thought / fear I have
Im easily scared so please be gentle. My ocd lately has been stuck on “how are we even here?” “What if this is fake” “how are we in a globe”. Super weird questions that I can’t answer or get my thoughts off of it. Anyone else out there with the same? I haven’t found a lot of people with existential ocd.
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