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Probably the biggest was when I conquered rumination. That stopped the months-long periods of anxiety, which Iād had my whole life up to that point.
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@dirholly I can relate!
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Incredible!!! Don't forget how far you've come :)
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@dirholly Do share tips!
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How exactly did you do that? This is my biggest issue, to stop ruminating. I feel so helpless when it's overwhelming.
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First session of ERP! I didnāt actually believe facing my fears would heal me until I did it. Still, it surprises me every time.
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Facing your fears can be so hard. Keep up the great work!
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Egosyntonic vs. egodystonic
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@CaseyDemk May you explain this?
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Yep!
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@Anonymous Following a life of our values. Who we are and what we believe in. Not giving every to lies and things against our values
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When I realized content didnāt matter. No matter what my ocd was attacking, all was treated the same.
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@Burrchick95 Same here!!
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ERP >>>
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@Burrchick95 Thatās a good one.
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Iāve had so many of these , they are wonderful. One of my favorites was when I realized that I can do the opposite of whatever my ocd wants me to do both as an exposure, and as a way of following my values. Two huge things at once!
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Thanks for sharing this! Love it so much!!
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Getting diagnosed and realizing that I am not crazy, I don't have to hide my thoughts anymore. It's just OCD
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When I realized I was finally doing what I wanted, not what my OCD wanted. I was finally separating myself from my disorder.
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ooo LOVE this! So important to be living by your values, not by OCD!!
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When my therapist pointed out that I would never be satisfied (by engaging in my compulsions)
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Stopping compulsions is hard but worth the reward!!!
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I asked my therapist, āWhen are we going to start doing exposures?ā And she said, āWeāre doing them right now.ā It literally didnāt sink in for two weeks and then one day I was like ohhhhhhhh
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Keep it up!
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Realizing I just have to do nothing. It is more unlearning. Sure there are helpful tips and tricks and ERP was necessary at first for me at first but at the end of the day just realize whatās happening, that you will never ever ever win the battle with your thoughts, trust it is OCD, and just do what you wanna do anyways no matter what OCD says. The answer will always be the same, to not engage and just focus on what youāre doing. Thereās no other magical answer that is better maybe other ways of saying it butā¦trusting that I already know what to do.
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" that you will never ever ever win the battle with your thoughts, trust it is OCD" is so great! Thanks for this reminder!
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Iāve had many, but one of them was realising when it was OCD speaking vs real me. Noticing sensations of ocd anxiety vs me.
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Learning RPMs and how to use them was very helpful.
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@Anonymous What is RPMs?
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@Anonymous Response Prevention Messaging
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Love it!!
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I would say two things: one was the the realization that if I make the rules, I can change them. The other, and this has to do with compulsions, is the concept of delay ā as in, I wonāt do it again now, Iāll do it later. Then the urge disappears. Or I forget, which produces that same result.,
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Looove this. This will definitely give others hope
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When I did an exposure that I really did not want to and actively avoided. Then one day I threw caution to the wind and did the exposure. Has made OCD less scary for sure.
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Yessss, this is awesome!
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That there was a program that if I follow will help me
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When I realized that a thought that comes with a feeling doesnāt mean it will happen/come true
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The moment I did ERP and realized that my worst fears were only in my head
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oooo OCD is such a liar!
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Recognizing and being mindful of when Iām ruminating on an intrusive thought.
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Great one!!
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Understanding no one can guarantee certainty no matter how hard you try it will never be 100% fail proof. Bad can happen š„ŗ
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Yes.. 100% certainty isn't real! Learning to live with that uncertainty is so key
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I donāt remember things have clicked way too many times in the last month. I can remember the first
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@Anonymous74 Canāt
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Let's go! That's awesome!!
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Embracing the idea of āI canāt knowā. It provided a surprising amount of relief, rather than stoking the anxiety of uncertainty!
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THIS! Love it!
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1. When my therapist helped me understand that what I Feared was loss of connection and how I'm already losing connection by what I'm doing. 2. When I finally understood that I can't just do the exposure, I need to embrace the uncertainty. And that I WANT to.
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Embracing the uncertainty is hard but so worth it!
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Noticing and labeling āthis is OCDā not me and my personal identity.
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Realizing that I am not my brain. I am not my thoughts and my thoughts aren't ME! š”moment. My brain and and my mind are not the same. That my brain has been hijacked by this OCD jerk, and needs a little rewiring of the circuit board, so that it doesn't combust, over heat or fall apart. One day at a time. I am relearning all of this again during this recent flare with OCD
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I am currently working with my second therapist. She does lots of somatic, emdr, humanistic therapy. We connected right off the bat and I was so happy to be able to be myself around her, VIRTUALLY anyways. Itās been about 4-5 months working with her, but the more we are meeting the more i still have doubts about her understanding where i am coming from or understand how my brain works, or being able to help me. And i feel myself closing off and just being superficial about everything, or just resisting my thoughts /feelings. Sometimes i feel like i can open up just fine, but itās starting to feel unauthentic. Sometimes i wish she would be like my first therapist, and help prompt me to talk or find a way to dig deeper into my issuesā¦sometimes i feel like she doesnāt say the right thing, or doesnāt point out things my first therapist would do and work that outā¦.idkā¦and the whole humanistic energy work freaks me out. Im a practicing Catholic and when we do certain somatic/emdr/humanistic work i start to think: what if i get possessed or what if what i am doing here is wrong, or this feels like its too much for my brain to handle and i might end up freaking out badly, or what if i something bad happensā¦.idkā¦any thoughts???
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Just a quick question how did you guys who have gotten better learn to accept these thoughts and not fight them ? What tips and tricks did you guys use to truly get better.
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Just noticed something that helped me today. I was having the realization a lot of my issues stem from me not taking responsibility for my own life, and also not recognizing my own self-limiting beliefs (SLBs) and automatic negative thoughts (ANTs.) In doing this, I learned that the only way forward is confronting my deepest darkest fears head on and associated irrational/self limiting beliefs- and that for years and years, I have simply retreated and run away. One of my deepest darkest fears (one of my obsessions) is rooted in the understandable fear of the worst of humanity, and the 'what if' I was that (like many of us.) I actually can have compassion for myself because it is perfectly okay to be scared of the worst of people, and if something like that is perpetuated throughout pop culture-media- it would make sense to have associated thoughts about it. The fear is that I am a serial killer or have motives of one. And the OCD has caused me to constantly question my motives and actions to no end (how OCD latches on- makes you look for evidence where there is none.) For the longest time, I have been convinced I am one, and need to hide myself from the world, avoid people more than just because of social anxiety, what my main anxiety was back then. I look for signs everywhere- and the OCD latches on to any perceived (not real) evidence that I am one, that people think I am one. When I decided to confront this fear rather than run away like I have for years, it made me realize it is just a fear- it has nothing to do about who I am as a person, despite how strong the OCD tries to convince you otherwise. It is so sad how strong OCD can be, to make so many of us good intending people be convinced that they are something horrible. Anyway, I hope this can help people realize the best way forward is to confront it head on. It's akin to shining a light on the monster and seeing it for what it is - a goofy thing with fake prosthetics for a movie that isn't a monster after all- a sheep in wolfs clothing. It's just you have been running from it so long, your imagination has gotten so detailed about how horrible it is, hearing its fake growls, instead of turning around and blasting it with a spotlight. This is I guess what ERP is about. For me, one of the struggles with ERP and a specific exposure is that the OCD will jump to a different obsession , which then tells me ERP is a waste because Im not confronting the 'most recent' fear. This is faulty thinking though- because the solution is to confront the fear, not the specific thought. By doing that, you learn to not run away and do all the compulsions in your mind. Tl;dr- long winded post about me realizing how I have actually been avoiding the solutions (ERP) and making up reasons to not confront my fears this whole time. I have been running instead of shining a light on the sheep in wolfs clothing.
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