i've seen there are actual posts on here that straight-up talk about actual actions associated with "p", while i absolutely need help with this, i cannot and will not tolerate seeing such posts and nor should anyone else. this is disgusting.
The idea of someone doing this as a compulsion is actually scary asf-wouldn’t that just make it worse? That doesn’t sound like recovery at all and that’s what this app is for-I hope whoever posted that was some kind troll playing a sick joke-
I don’t want to judge but I can’t rlly tell when something is alarming or just OCD T-T I’ve lowkey been scared to see what posts say cos my mind likes to feed off of information and attack me once I know stuff. but I read so I can like prove to myself that I can handle it & fight thru it it’s just that sometimes some descriptions are too much for me that I skip graphic parts. usually these scenes are based on what someone heard from a case or like youtube videos explaining cases idk even then, I cannot listen to what real PDFs have done to these poor victims ☹️ like when it comes to kids being hurt, I can’t stand it that alone lets me know I’m human bc sometimes I feel like I lack empathy & worry abt it but when it’s abt kids, I am like the #1 soldier for them LOL
if you dont mind me asking, what did the posts say?? 😟
i think it was something along the lines of getting off to kids as a compulsion, don't know and don't care to check again. :\
@2K1spaceodyssey wtf 😭😭
@kksilly this isn't what this app is supposed to be used for smh... woot anxiety!
@2K1spaceodyssey some people with POCD do that as a compulsion?
@Elicambel I really hope not- :/
@2K1spaceodyssey oh my god i never knew about that that’s so scary :(
@2K1spaceodyssey im pretty sure they meant thinking about kids on purpose while masturbating to “test” themselves which is a compulsion and they’re not “disgusting”
(tw: pocd) i read on an ocd support blog that it's possible for people to become pedophiles after having pocd if the map community gets hold of them, and it's been a really big trigger for my ocd. not looking for reassurance, just to vent :/
i came across a disturbing post here and on reddit (from doing compulsions) regarding pocd. i am sick and tired of feeling this way. i dont want to feel any type of way towards children as they are earth’s most purest beings. i care so so much and i hate having these horrific thoughts in my brain. i hate this so much.
hey its been a while since ive last been on this app. tbh my health ocd has gotten a lot better since the last few posts (yay to that!!) but ive been struggling soo much with pocd. i used to struggle w/ intrusive, obsessive thoughts like these before but they werent common and they were bearable. not anymore apparently. im so scared and disgusted at even the idea of having these thoughts, i know i would never actually do something to anyone but i keep on ruminating and its been taking me into mental crisis. anyone that could help? ive been off therapy for 2 months so im thinking that maybe that caused the obsessions to get worse but idrk im 17, about to turn 18 this year. i feel gross
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