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I just would like to know if anyone else has struggled with when eating getting gross images that make you stop eating. Or is that just me š
I just would like to know if anyone else has struggled with when eating getting gross images that make you stop eating. Or is that just me š
Omg, yes! Idk if I had ocd in the past but I used to get disgusting images when eating meat and I would immediately kill my appetite. Now, I get them and I immediately have to spit it out and wipe off my tongue and use mouthwash to disinfect because I don't want that thought there, if that makes any sense. š
Yes! Omg I get this all the time. I've mostly learned to push through it but sometimes it stops me from eating. It's really disgusting images and it literally doesn't come into my head until I want to eat
@Studybug Iām so glad to know Iām not the only one š I love eating too so this makes me sad lol. Itās refreshing to know Iām not alone
My intrusive images were an absolute nightmare back in April. I honestly donāt even know how it got better, I had written a letter to God begging for help. Well recently idk if itās because Iāve been stressed a lot again and ruminating on a lot of pocd related things from the past the make me worry, but the images have started again and even though they are repulsive and awful, I feel like Iām not reacting how I should. I think I just got to where I would just try to like blink it away and ignore it, but I feel so bad if Iām not feeling absolute shame and guilt. I feel like I feel too normal and sometimes I forget that if anyone knew besides people on here, I canāt imagine what people would think, but I also know itās not who I am so I feel like I donāt worry as much as I should. Also, I canāt stop worrying about fanfiction I read when I was like 16 and 17. It really bothers me because I keep wondering did I imagine this one character my age? Why did I read this? Did I even know what aging up was then, and even if I did itās wrong and gross anyway but if I didnāt age this character up then thatās awful. And i just canāt let go but I think itās triggering me to have the images so idk what to do.
Hey guys! So I struggle with OCD, especially harm, relationship and moral stuff and I am somewhat recovered now. However, my current girlfriend has started showing signs of OCD but itās abou5 something I donāt know much about so I wanted to see if anyone on here had thoughts about it. She is constantly thinking about food (when to eat it, what is healthy, what is too much, what is too little) and controls the thoughts by giving in and controlling her entire day around food. She donāt really know the feeling of being full. She never starved herself and always eats, but then she feels extremely guilty afterwards. Her thoughts do have to do a lot with her body image and not gaining weight but also not losing any either. Does this sound like ocd or an eating disorder?
Sorry if this is a bit of an odd post, but Iām wondering if there are any girls out there that have specifically struggled with shame around watching porn? A lot of my real-event ocd stems from watching that kind of content in the past, and for some reason it feels particularly taboo as a woman. As a young teen, I saw some genuinely disturbing things, and I think a lot of that was to do with having unrestricted access to the internet. However, despite lots of people telling me āthatās normal teen curiosityā it just never feels like it applies to me, and that Iām genuinely just a sexual deviant. I think because that kind of content is so graphic and overstimulating itās really stuck in my brain, and I just wish I could turn back the clock and switch off the computer. Iāve recently been struggling with doing typical āgirlyā stuff because I feel tainted and gross, and I just want to get back to feeling myself again.
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