- Username
- lh67234
- Date posted
- 18w ago
pocd ruining sex
tmi warning for sex and intrusive thoughts, sorryš i have sexual trauma that sometimes makes sex with my boyfriend (who i love very much, is very understanding, and whom im very much attracted to) very difficult. but it was getting better until the pocd theme hit out of nowhere. i can't let him touch me sexually at all without getting some kind of intrusive thought or image and its disgusting- and if i manage to ignore it long enough to focus on how what we're doing feels and start feeling good, i freak out. "what if this feels good because of the thoughts?" i just want to be able to have that experience with him without ocd ruining it. i cant even think about it anymore. any advice?? thank youš«¶š«¶