I have this friend and I thought I can trudt her and Im having a hard time rn and I told her that I wanna kill myself and she was like ‘’Im tired of you,stop looking for attention’’ and I feel so bad rn Idk what to do..

And also thank you for the support❤️

It’s really hard to endure that. Our means of support at some point don’t want to support us anymore. She had a really violent reaction towards that and what you said should never be taken lightly. However, she must’ve said that because she’s a little tired of hearing the same thing over and over (it’s not your fault). I know that because it happened to me so many times. It’s not that she doesn’t care about you or wants nothing to do with you, it’s just that she’s stressing out about you just as much as you are and since she’s not experiencing it firsthand, it’s easier for her to get frustrated. What I would do is talk about it with her and ask her how she feels about you confiding in her. Work together to set some boundaries when it comes to disclosing issues such as that, so you can both enjoy your friendship, while you can feel good about having her support without running her over. But the good thing is that you came to this support group and shared it here instead of acting on things that you’ll regret. I’m always here if you need me though ?

Ohhh. I must’ve read it wrong. But anyways, tell her how you feel about it. It hurt your feelings and it’s better that she knows. You don’t have to explain yourself but just tell her that you’re not being taken seriously when it comes to talking about this.

I've had a similar experience with my twin sister actually. For some reason she doesn't have OCD or anxiety, but when I hard to ask for help and she would say no I would get mad and yell and swear at her. She told me about me being selfish and not thinking about her, but all I wanted was support and help. She has gotten better, but it is hard when the people we thought that we could trust and who should support us let us down.