I have this friend and I thought I can trudt her and Im having a hard time rn and I told her that I wanna kill myself and she was like ‘’Im tired of you,stop looking for attention’’ and I feel so bad rn Idk what to do..

Sexual Orientation OCD

Username: pgam14pgam14

Date posted: 5y ago

And also thank you for the support❤️

Username: EsosaEsosa

Date posted: 5y ago

It’s really hard to endure that. Our means of support at some point don’t want to support us anymore. She had a really violent reaction towards that and what you said should never be taken lightly. However, she must’ve said that because she’s a little tired of hearing the same thing over and over (it’s not your fault). I know that because it happened to me so many times. It’s not that she doesn’t care about you or wants nothing to do with you, it’s just that she’s stressing out about you just as much as you are and since she’s not experiencing it firsthand, it’s easier for her to get frustrated. What I would do is talk about it with her and ask her how she feels about you confiding in her. Work together to set some boundaries when it comes to disclosing issues such as that, so you can both enjoy your friendship, while you can feel good about having her support without running her over. But the good thing is that you came to this support group and shared it here instead of acting on things that you’ll regret. I’m always here if you need me though ?

Username: pgam14pgam14

Date posted: 5y ago

but im not even talking about this I mean I told her once and when I told her about my hocd she started laughing..

Username: EsosaEsosa

Date posted: 5y ago

Ohhh. I must’ve read it wrong. But anyways, tell her how you feel about it. It hurt your feelings and it’s better that she knows. You don’t have to explain yourself but just tell her that you’re not being taken seriously when it comes to talking about this.

Username: pgam14pgam14

Date posted: 5y ago

Yeah Ill tell her I mean thats the only option

Username: Chocolatecookielover97Chocolatecoo...

Date posted: 5y ago

I've had a similar experience with my twin sister actually. For some reason she doesn't have OCD or anxiety, but when I hard to ask for help and she would say no I would get mad and yell and swear at her. She told me about me being selfish and not thinking about her, but all I wanted was support and help. She has gotten better, but it is hard when the people we thought that we could trust and who should support us let us down.

Username: Little graviton

Date posted: 4y ago

No one really listens No one is there for me People are all minding their owns I don’t have a loved one. I feel alone I wish someone would really listen. Really understand this messed up mind of mine. I can’t talk to anyone I am afraid they don’t wanna listen. I am afraid i will act like a burden. Thought about texting some people i trust. Like mr. ***** or dr. *****. But I’m scared they will be like: “what’s wrong with this girl??? What on earth is going on??? We don’t care! Why did she text us??? What have she thought??? “ No one is here for me. Not even me myself. I had enough and life is being really tough lately The more goes on, the more i feel alone I admit i got no one Guess no one is interested in knowing what the hell is going on in my mind. Who cares?? Really? You know what?! Why talking to my therapist? What will she say? Just like classes Just like teachers She would say: do what i told you. Do your CBT sh*t. But i am tired of that I hate it. I love (loved) to be independent but.. I have to admit this: I really Really Need someone to rescue me Outta this thing. I am having suicidal thoughts And I can’t let them go I scratched my wrist. Help please

Username: whatever.

Date posted: 1y ago

seriously

I’m so done like idc atp. I feel like my OCD and anger issues combined make me the shittiest person ever. That and everybody in my life doesn’t care about me. And no I’m not saying that for attention or to be dramatic, trust me. Everyone in my life is fake as hell. I haven’t had friends for years. My mom is horrible. If I even told y’all half the shit she’s ever done you would feel disgusted. My sister is the closest person in my life and all she does is throw shade at me and treat me like shit. I can’t make ts up. And I just yelled at my niece because she kept complaining nonstop and I was trying to help her and she wouldn’t listen. I’m so fucking tired bruh like I’m fr done with life. Everybody’s like “hold on, it’s gets better”. When? Because I’ve been waiting and TRYING so hard for years. I’m DONE.

Username: cute taco

Date posted: 1y ago

I really need help

For 3 months I've been sadder more than ever I just feel so unhappy with my life and I feel like Don't want to live anymore when I go to school I feel like I don't have any friends and everyone's mean to me but I try to act nice and act like it doesn't bother me but it does I've been abused in the past but my family and bullied very severely at school for all my life I'm so sad I have a therapist at school she's trying to help me but I don't know if I should tell the truth because I'm afraid what she'll say on Thursday when I went to school I felt so sick and sad I didn't want to be there because I didn't feel safe I felt like I wanted to hurt myself and other people I know I never do that I want to hurt myself because I think it'll make me feel better but I managed to let it pass what should I do please give me some advice

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