Just would like to talk to someone. I know I'm really creepy, so I understand if people don't wanna answer, but I honestly have no one to rely on, and I don't know how much longer I can go on like that.
Hi, I’m here if you’d like talk 🫡
@richardcisneros999 Like fr my dawg im here 🪂
@richardcisneros999 Oh my, thank you so much. I didn't receive a notification and was surprised to see someone responded :')
@WannaBeANormalGirl It’s ok but yah if you want to talk just reply to this comment you know 🏄🏼
@richardcisneros999 Thank you so much. It just hurts to feel like I'll be alone forever. Like no matter what, no one will understand me, so I won't be able to connect.
@WannaBeANormalGirl @WannaBeANormalGirl (I’m sorry I type a lot) LOL 🍕 Hey I know it may feel rough with having these thought in mind, but I would say I kinda get that feeling every now and then bc I live in a household where I live with my family and with that when it comes to telling them about my mental health or just day to day it’s like they don’t care how I feel like ,I mean I’m with people who “love” me but I still feel alone if that makes sense, I don’t really have someone who I can talk about how I’m really am feeling inside or like you said connect with , im someone who I would say knows people but when it comes to say having people who I connect with in a true human form I would say I just got me but at the same time for me I would say I don’t necessarily get discouraged bc I believe there will always be people out in the world who are attracted to the real us you know the real you except it’s hard finding these true friends bc maybe it takes action from us on trying to find these people and making friends by going out to social events , clubs or just certain things like that. You know I would say I’m sorta in a same boat like you,I just want a friend to connect with someone who is choosing by there decision to be there for me like how they are in the good times and to later be by my side in my darkest moments. Idk if this makes sense but I just wanted to let you know there are more people out there who feel in a way like you do don’t be worried about this ,there’s always a friend for everyone, 7 sum what billion people there’s at least a friend out there for you who you will be able to connect in the way your hoping for. I hope this helped you even if it’s just a lil and if it confused you my bad!!!
@richardcisneros999 It wasn't confusing! I get what you mean and I'm sorry that you've gone through that too.
I thought I was creepy too or a weirdo. All of a sudden women are approaching me. I started taking care of myself and it started paying off.
I feel like that a lot and I often wonder if the friends I do have secretly hate me, so I get what you're feeling. You can talk to me if you want. 🙂
This past week I realized I have not friends. It makes me feel lonely. I’ve been homeschooled my whole life, so my only social life would be work or church. I don’t have a job right now due to medical reasons. But I feel like such a fucking loser right now. The voices of my family and myself are making me feel horrible. “You couldn’t even kill yourself right.” Is what my brother said. He told me I need to grow up and realize that nobody gives a fuck. I feel like there’s something wrong with me. Am I really just a sensitive piece of shit? Am I just being dramatic? I feel so lost right now. I can’t stop comparing myself to others who seem to be doing so well. It’s not like I haven’t been searching for a job. They’ve all turned me down. I’ve gotten help and I know my resume is great. Maybe my dad is right that it’s really just how I am. People are hired because of the way they are. I am not outgoing or friendly or approachable and it makes me hate myself so much. I know I can’t kill myself. I can’t put that financial and emotional burden on my family. I’m already enough of a burden as it is. I know that I’m “never a burden,” but the truth is I am. My mom even admitted that I was the most burden of a child and it makes me feel so guilty. I wish they didn’t love me. It’s so selfish and horrible to say that. I know there’s someone out there who deserves my life and family more than I do. I deserve punishment and failure. But I want an answer. It’s impossible to know the future. Am I right? Am I really destined for failure? If only I got that answer I’d be relieved. It’s not the ideal answer, but it’s still an answer. I don’t have to try anymore. It’s fucking tiring. I know I’m not alone. I just don’t know anymore. Maybe I need to realize that this is real life and life’s not fair.
I don’t know what to do anymore I made a friend recently in college and was texting her the other night and she mentioned she was doing her nails and I said nice and asked her if I could see. Because I was curious about what she did to them this time around and since then she has not responded to me I apologized to her saying I’m sorry if it bothered her but still nothing. Some of my friends just don’t answer me anymore I feel like I’m a burden of the ones who do still talk me I’m so done with it all. I’m tired of trying to find love as well I feel nothing to it anymore it’s only left me with disappointment and sadness I feel like I’m an unlovable husk of a person and that I would only ever be a bother I cannot fathom the idea of someone loving ME I just can’t I feel like it’s impossible I feel like everything about me bothers people to the point where I think is it even something I should try to achieve anymore. I should honestly block myself from trying to make new friends and relationships I’m so so tired of it. I feel unappreciated and annoyed that I am the one that has to try to keep up any sort of relationship because if I don’t reach out they never will reach out to me the reason I know this is because it’s been proven time after time since middle school that I am nothing to these people and I might as well no longer try. I don’t know what to do anymore I feel like I’m going to be all alone for the rest of my life I’m just so lonely now.
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