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- OCD Conqueror
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I think part of the problem is that you’re calling it “ crap “ . Do I understand why you would and is it probably a crappy situation ? Definitely. But calling it that gives it power because it tells your brain that it’s something to be feared. You have to tell yourself that it may not be the easiest situation , but that you’re strong enough to power through and you technically don’t have to let it ruin your life. Through CBT and rewiring your brain , you can change your perception of the situation and your thought pattern will be far less destructive. The goal isn’t to make the thoughts go away , the goal is to become accepting of them and not let them dictate your life , and it may follow that they go away. But it’s normal to have intrusive thoughts every now and then , getting rid of them completely is unrealistic. I wish you the very best
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I love this answer. I've always thought of my OCD a lot like a Chinese finger trap, where it only loosens once you are no longer struggling against it
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 5y
@butwhatif Thanks so much and that’s the perfect way to look at it !
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@xiiandrew yes exactly, it’s basically learning to live in harmony with your intrusive thoughts. @gianfranco They won’t go away but you can slowly temper your reaction to them. It takes time and effort with the help of therapy, maybe you need medication as well. However life does get better, it’s not about erasing the thoughts it’s about desensitizing yourself to them. Learning how to let the anxiety flow out your body, I’ve had intrusive thoughts allllll day but I learned how to let them exist without much reaction. I know it sounds like spiritual bullshit but with ERP it’s possible. I honestly contemplated suicide like 2 years ago, but I fought through and now I gained back control of my life. It’s possible you can do it.
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Thanks it means a lot . I understand intrusive thoughts don’t go away . I just want to deal with them like anyone else will and I think therapy will help . Im getting better but I jus want it to go away fully lol? I know it’s a process and that with time everything will be okay
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It’s people like you that we need more of . My ocd isn’t that bad at the moment but talking with others who have OCD really helps
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Talking about it always makes it sound stupid when I think about it but when it's happening it's like you can't get out of what's happening. I've only told one family member about it and it always comes to that, I know it's stupid but it literally starts happening from the time I wake up. Maybe it's like any other habit, just replace it with new ones, idk.
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Same question I always ask. At this point I've almost accepted the thoughts (if that's where this problem ended) its the repetitions & actions I do to "stop" these bad things from happening. I know I can't think things into existence, yet I keep doing rituals or whatever they're called. Takes up all my time & it's frustrating. I did them as I was typing this.
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- 5y
It’s such a pain . I wanna do so much with my life and do so many things but how the hell can u do anything with this crap . Luckily it’s getting better .
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- 23w
I feel awful that I keep coming on here whenever I’m down bad but oh my gosh OCD is the most painful shit that I have EVER experienced in my life and I have a physical chronic illness…. I hate to say it but I hate living right now it’s too painful… im crying as I type to the point where my stomach is hurting, I have pretty severe ocd I do have generalized anxiety and idk if that is connected with ocd but because of that I have most of the subtypes REAL EVENT OCD,POCD,ZOCD,ROCD,SOCD HARM OCD, you name it and I got it!!! a lot of also why I have have those theme is trauma growing up and involving those things^ as of right now i’m 25 and a women with the most loving boyfriend in the entire world before my ocd hit me I NEVER questioned my love and care and attraction with the love of my life I always knew I was going to marry and be with this person the rest of my life! Now with ocd it confuses me soooo much and now I think I’m gay and didn’t realize or indenial and listen I get it “don’t look for reassurance!” “It’s not the thing ocd is attacking that is the problem ocd is the actual problem!” Here’s the thing with that if I’m in a relationship and I’m gay that would mean I would have to leave that said relationship and to say that “oh yeah that stuff happens and you’ll move on” is absolutely devastating to me this is THE LOVE OF MY LIFE and your telling me that iv been lying to myself this whole time or that I didn’t realize?!?!? And that sexuality can change (even though some say it can’t google says otherwise and some people have said it can’t idek anymore) and all this other BULLSHIT I can’t take it WHY?!?! why does this have to happen why can’t I just be with my love the rest of my life?!? and yes before anyone says anything I have been attracted to girls more so when I was younger watching lesbian porn liking the body’s and fantazing them sexually it stopped when I got older but I still don’t get disgusted with women who are pretty it just makes me uncomfortable because I’m with the love of my life and before I remember talking to my partner and discussing certain childhood things I experienced and we discussed that we both could be a little bi and for certain I’m (demi sexual so I don’t even really care about looks) and I truly didn’t care!! NOW I do care even with being bi because again I don’t like thinking about anyone else but my partner but I do also know my parents are homophobic and I do think about if I am gay they wouldn’t be okay with that and I also dont want to deal with that so now I sound like in indenial right?!???? I didn’t even care about labels before my ocd it just didn’t matter but now it’s effected my sex life and it’s hard for me to enjoy sex with being so confused I’m so confused I googled everything can you still have sexual fantasies with same gender but still be straight? Can you fantasize about same gender or imagine marrying them all of it !!! And non of that disgusts me it just makes me uncomfortable AGIAN only bc I just love the partner I’m with right now!!! I’m so fucking confused do I have to leave my partner and accept that I’m gay is that going to happen in the future if I get better with ocd and find out it’s been true all along?!???
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- 23w
I feel like I’ll never lead a normal life again with OCD, my thoughts have begun to be convince especially about POCD. I feel like so sad and down that this will be my life forever. I’ll never get to fall in love again without intrusive thoughts. I’ll never be worth falling in love with. I can never be intimate again. I’m just done, my life is over. I can’t even look at my nephew and niece anymore without the smile fading. It feels like I’m so nasty and then my brain convinces me this is how I feel. That there’s some part of me that is a p*do and that’s it. I’m a disgusting human being for that. I just feel hopeless
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- 6w
I’ve never been diagnosed with OCD, but I relate so much to what people here are going through. I used to think it was just anxiety, and I felt like I could handle that. But lately I’ve been spiraling—constantly afraid that what I’m feeling is something worse, like psychosis or losing control of my mind. I feel so detached and scared, and I just want peace again. I have anxiety doing the smallest things, like the thought of waking up everyday and even eating give me straight up panic. I am afraid all the time, it’s paralyzing. And a lot of people say someone with psychosis wouldn’t worry that they’re in it, but then I convince myself I’ve been in it this whole time, and haven’t known, and that maybe I’ve been doing weird stuff. Idk. I also get really scared of labels. Even the idea of OCD makes me feel like I’ll never get better or like I’ll be stuck like this forever. I just want to be okay. If anyone has felt this way—confused, overwhelmed, or scared of what’s happening in their mind—I’d really appreciate any support or encouragement.
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