- Date posted
- 1y
I need a miracle
That come and tell me that my fears are not true 💔
That come and tell me that my fears are not true 💔
Your fears are not true. See miracles do happen. Have a good day 😊
@hanysm@gmail.com No , because i have past memories
@star1232 - I have tons of thats. mine are real too?
And you back then, is not the same person as you today. So you are talking about somebody else. Hence it is not true to you.
@hanysm@gmail.com Easier said than done💔 i really do not want to be a trans but seems i am
I agree it is not easy, what else is easy in life? Even writing back to you has it's own issues, but it is also double and the precedent speaks to that. As being trans, I just want to highlight the suicide rate among those who went through this. Also I must confess to my bias here, since it is against my faith. Still have a great day 😃
I know right now i shouldnt ask for reassurance... and that its unhealthy... but right now i am so triggered by the events on my previous post and I just need someone to respond so so basly...
No I’m not attempting or anything. I am just really in a depressive state as of now. I am so convinced that my fear is real you don’t even know. I don’t know what to do. I just want to go to sleep and wake up in a reality where this is all gone. But honestly I don’t know if that would change anything. I’m scared that this is who I was all along, and I’ve just been delaying what I will eventually become. I don’t want to do ANYTHING that my intrusive thoughts say AT ALL. But honestly that doesn’t mean anything anymore. I’m so convinced of the thought “you’ve been doing it this whole time without realizing it.” I think it’s true now. I feel incredibly stuck. I just want to be hugged :(
I’m stuck in a loop, I can’t stop avoiding the thoughts by watching tik tok, I’m paralyzed on the couch, I’m searching for clues everywhere that something bad is happening I don’t know how to go on like this anymore my fears are so strong so present they feel so real. Any mention of the future sends my whole body into panic. My arms go numb, I can’t keep living like this i feel like I’m going crazy
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