Why???

It’s my only theme and that alone stresses me out. I’ve had fleeting moments of thoughts related to POCD that give me a lot of stress, but SOOCD has stuck the most consistently, which makes me think it’s real. It’s to the point now where imagining a future with a man is so hard, and I hate it.

This is exactly how I feel. I feel like I actually don’t have any other themes and I’m just bisexual, and if I accept I’m bisexual I’ll eventually accept being a lesbian.

That's how I feel. March of next year will be 2 years. But I didn't just randomly get the thoughts, I watched porn and had fantasies that didn't align with how I identify. Trust me though, I get it.

SAME GIRL

Same honestly like this doesn't just go, and the groinal it's the worst, allthough I remenber saying yesterday that the groinal wasn't a big deal and that false atraction was the worse lol

It’s because you care about it so much that you constantly are obsessing over SOCD, so it sticks around. You cannot interact with OCD in any way, or else you risk it becoming your main theme. ERP and mindfulness are key to getting better. Are you seeing a specialist?