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For me it’s definitely mostly the fesr of giving others an illness. I also have moments in which I worry for myself, but these are rare. I also fear being exposed to something dirty, but compared to the other two it’s a mild feeling and may stem more from the fact that I was raised to always consider hygiene ( wear slippers ar public swimming pools etc)
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- 5y ago
Same!! Disgust. For example. Public bathrooms I know you cannot catch much there but seeing other people’s substance disgusts me to no end. It’s a big deal and I feel like seeing any small minor trace of bodily fluid makes me feel like I swam in a pool of dirt and anything I encountered that day. It has caused me hours of my life and have made me sooo upset
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- 5y ago
This is exactly me? just the feeling of another persons bodily fluids on me is unbearable
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- 5y ago
I’m terrified of sickness. Mine is mostly with toilets and food. I can’t eat cause all food could be contaminated and I have to use almost an entire roll of toilet paper cleaning the toilet seat before I can use the toilet. Second to that is the fear of getting another person sick from not washing my hands (mostly when preparing food). Contamination with food (that would result in food poisoning) is my biggest and worst one right now. I have almost completely stopped eating.
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- 5y ago
I have a fear of being poisoned by food as well ✨
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- 5y ago
I'm scared of giving others a sickness. I think my contamination fear is actual part of my harm OCD where I fear accidently hurting others.
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- 5y ago
I think it’s the same for me..
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- 5y ago
The first and last for me. And the general feeling of disgust is so hard to explain to a therapist!
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- 5y ago
Before I feared germs and didn’t fear bathroom. So if someones family had the stomach bug I would avoid anything this person came across even standing next to them. Even if they are not the ones who’s had the stomach bug. But now I care less about this. But if I see a dirty toilet and just see it with my eye now anything I wore that day or touched that day is now fully contaminated. Along with where I sit. Like my car is also contaminated. Etc. I need some tips to help fight this because I know it makes no sense but the disgust is sooo strong. I cannot stand seeing public bathroom and traces of gross bodily substance
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- 5y ago
I fear being contaminated with STDs from toilets, sitting on public transport when I have a skirt on, touching “dirty” objects etc because I’m scared of my partner leaving and thinking I cheated So fear of abandonment made me suffer contamination ocd
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- 24w ago
I have contamination OCD and sometimes I don't feel like cleaning. I have a huge pile of blankets on my floor that feel contaminated and I have two dogs and seven cats. I don't really touch them anymore like I used to since my OCD got worse. One of my dogs like to pee on my floor a lot and sometimes I'm too lazy to clean it, because I'd have to get the carpet shampooer out and actually clean. Sometimes I do it because I don't want to wash my hands over and over, so I just avoid it. Now I'm scared that the dry urine is on my feet and are now in my bed. I know that I should just say well maybe it did or maybe it didn't and just go about my day, but it's hard. For the people who conquered contamination OCD how did you get through stuff like this? Thank you in advance to anyone who answers my post.
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- 16w ago
I don't know what to do, my hands have become so numb and bruised because of constant washing hands, i have started hating each and every furniture around me, beacuse i feel they are not clean although they are being cleaned regularly but i cannot stop these thoughts. I clean my phone, bluetooth, charger with wet wipes each day, i don't touch any object around me, i am not being able to focus on my studies or anything else because of my ocd ihave stopped going out, everyone around me is so fed up of me. I have consulted so many therapists and been taking ayurvedic supplements too but nothing works. It is getting worse and worse, please if anybody can suggest me how to overcome these thoughts!
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- 15w ago
Trying not to seek reassurance, but rather connect the dots on my OCD and possible reasons as to why I am the way I am. I have severe OCD (or at least I hope I do) mainly surrounding POCD. I've had symptoms of OCD the majority of my life but this theme has come up more recently. When I was a kid, and i'm talking 6-7, I was first exposed to some really gross adult content online. It was introduced to me by a friend of mine around the same age of me. I saw some really disgusting things that a 6-7 year old should definitely not see. This was not a one time occurrence, as I had been exposed to taboo topics online years to come after that, such as the same friend introducing me to Omegle... And i'm sure you can imagine how that went, theres a lot of genuinely disgusting human beings on there. Coming back to the reason for making this post; is it possible to early exposure to this content could be one of the reasons I struggle with POCD? It genuinely scares me to death because you hear that real p*dos dealt with simular situations when they were kids, so thats kind of making me feel that this could be more than OCD, and I could be a genuinely bad person. My POCD feels so real, that at times i'm fully convinced its not OCD. Sometimes I can't even distinguish the feelings of attraction between a younger person and an older person, except for the feeling of anxiety and fear. Its really hard to explain without going into detail, but it just feels so real. Some feedback on this would be great, thank you all.
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