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For me it’s definitely mostly the fesr of giving others an illness. I also have moments in which I worry for myself, but these are rare. I also fear being exposed to something dirty, but compared to the other two it’s a mild feeling and may stem more from the fact that I was raised to always consider hygiene ( wear slippers ar public swimming pools etc)
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Same!! Disgust. For example. Public bathrooms I know you cannot catch much there but seeing other people’s substance disgusts me to no end. It’s a big deal and I feel like seeing any small minor trace of bodily fluid makes me feel like I swam in a pool of dirt and anything I encountered that day. It has caused me hours of my life and have made me sooo upset
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This is exactly me? just the feeling of another persons bodily fluids on me is unbearable
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I’m terrified of sickness. Mine is mostly with toilets and food. I can’t eat cause all food could be contaminated and I have to use almost an entire roll of toilet paper cleaning the toilet seat before I can use the toilet. Second to that is the fear of getting another person sick from not washing my hands (mostly when preparing food). Contamination with food (that would result in food poisoning) is my biggest and worst one right now. I have almost completely stopped eating.
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I have a fear of being poisoned by food as well ✨
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I'm scared of giving others a sickness. I think my contamination fear is actual part of my harm OCD where I fear accidently hurting others.
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I think it’s the same for me..
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The first and last for me. And the general feeling of disgust is so hard to explain to a therapist!
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Before I feared germs and didn’t fear bathroom. So if someones family had the stomach bug I would avoid anything this person came across even standing next to them. Even if they are not the ones who’s had the stomach bug. But now I care less about this. But if I see a dirty toilet and just see it with my eye now anything I wore that day or touched that day is now fully contaminated. Along with where I sit. Like my car is also contaminated. Etc. I need some tips to help fight this because I know it makes no sense but the disgust is sooo strong. I cannot stand seeing public bathroom and traces of gross bodily substance
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I fear being contaminated with STDs from toilets, sitting on public transport when I have a skirt on, touching “dirty” objects etc because I’m scared of my partner leaving and thinking I cheated So fear of abandonment made me suffer contamination ocd
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- 23w
Hi there. I’ve recently joined NOCD and wanted to ask: does anyone have a sort of mental contamination fear, such as believing that interacting with people will “infect” oneself in a psychological manner? Just wanted to reach out and ask if this is an experience others had. Also looking to share experiences with others. Thanks.
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- 18w
So I have pretty intense contamination OCD tied to Moral/Real event OCD, and I'm having a hard time with it because part of me does genuinely believe my logic checks out, and I was hoping to get some insight as to how to change the way I see it from other people who sort of get the mindset involved :). To sum it up as well as I can, I basically have a very souped-up version of the same item-event association most people have. For example, let's say you have a HORRIBLE, GOD AWFUL relationship with a person you can't even begin to think of favorably even years after the event. They had gotten you a stuffed animal for your anniversary at some point. You finally "escape" the relationship, and you throw away the stuffed animal. This is seen as a very normal and sound-of-mind action. Here's where things get tricky: For me, throwing out that stuffed animal wouldn't be enough. After all, it touched my table didn't it? And my table touched the floor right? And these things now carry that person's germs. And if I don't get rid of them, then they'll infect my future belongings. This logic isn't entirely flawed either, as even my OCD specialist said he believes in a "weaker version of what I do". How am I supposed to convince myself that what I'm believing is false when the literal psychologist confirmed that what I'm doing is just a more in-depth version of a normal experience? Ex: I have a new outfit, fresh and clean. I'm unbothered and happy, but I knick the side of a table. The table holds awful associations. I get this awful sense of dread. The clothes are now somewhat sullied, and I'll eventually have to give them away. I don't think I'm explaining this as well as I could, but I feel like those notions are there. Anyways, does anyone have any insight as to how to get my mind to genuinely believe that interacting with these things is "safe"?
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- 16w
Hello, i have very severe contamination ocd, and as i am writing this i feel my hands are dirty lol, but anyways i wanted to know if there’s anyone specialised in Contamination ocd? No matter what type because i really need help and i looked up things but it doesn’t help please!!
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