No one cares about me everyone keeps leaving me! I wish I was never born why do I have to suffer like this why am I alone i want love so badly I want to be normal! Why was i born like this I'm having a breakdown and I'm idk how to change
I remember hearing a quote that “you have not yet met everyone who will love you and who you will love.” I have found it to be helpful to remember especially when I’ve lost friends or felt like they left me. For now I hope you are able to take care of yourself and know that there will be people in the future who will love you (and I bet there’s people who love you now too) even if it doesn’t feel like it right now.
I spelled crisis wrong
Many people with OCD wish they didn’t have it, myself included. My life would be so much simpler if I didn’t have ocd and didn’t worry about stuff that most other people never worry about but that’s just not the case. In reality we do have ocd and need at accept that and see that even though we do have ocd we can learn tools to manage it like doing ERP and can still lead happy, joyful, functioning lives even though sometimes it doesn’t feel that way when ocd is latched
Sometimes it’s good to vent, to get it all out. No one likes dealing with OCD you are definitely not alone there. Try not to stay in that mindset too long. Reach out for help. Find resources to deal with OCD. Put it in perspective it is dealing with thoughts and feelings you don’t like. It’s like the wizard of Oz , pull back the curtain and see the little guy that wants to scare you. Everyone here cares, don’t give up and don’t give your power to OCD. It’s a brain false alarm
Everyone who says they care leaves me
@Anonymous That says a lot about them. I’m sorry you are going through this.
@ivrec I don't believe in love anymore
@Anonymous Please start by trying your best to love yourself, right where you are. Work on caring for yourself. Sometimes love comes from others when you are not looking for it. Either way you always have yourself and I don’t know how you feel about God but you can always reach out to him.
@ivrec No god listens to me. I get ignored
@Anonymous ❤️🩹
I have no idea who I am anymore. I have completely lost my self. And idk what to do. Idk where my caring, and loving, chirst like side went. I have lost touch with who I am and everything I once new. I've had ocd for so long that I think it just became me. Or I'm dealing with cognitive Dissonance, which I feel like it probably true. Tbh. But anyways I feel like I'm genuinely gone crazy towards god and idk what to do. I wish I could just go back to myself, and I'm just not sure what to do. I think I turned away from God the only thing that once brought me joy. Just seems so dry now, like I'm empty or whatever. I personally don't think I'll ever be ok again.
They’re getting more intense.. My mind wonders if what i’m feeling is really OCD.. what if it’s not and i’m in denial? Why is my life like this, a constant loop of fears and stress holding me back. I just want to live. To be the kind boy everyone knows. To make and be a difference. There’s sometimes I wish I could stay asleep.. to rest for a while. To hibernate all these feelings away. But I know that’s not how it works. Each tear I shed is a reminder of the hell I live every day when I open my eyes. I don’t know who I am anymore. I don’t know why I am anymore. Please someone.. advice, words of positivity, something.. I feel so alone. I’m scared. I don’t know where else to go.
I feel like no one cares about me... Im struggling in college and it just feels like I cant catch a break... Ive made bad choices that make me a bad person... I have to be uncertain about worst case POCD scenarios that may or may not have happened unknowingly... I genuinely dont feel like any one cares about me... and if I pass away, ill be laughed at and forgotten by everyone... Im alone with no gf, barely any friends, and I cant even be certain that my POCD fears of unknowingly cybering with a minor did or didnt happen... im stuck in hell...
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