I’m worried that someone on here meant me

@nae nae Oh my gosh thank you so much. Yeah idk mine is the person who was in a drag competition on Instagram with people 15-25. ( just looked at it as art I guess, but now it bothers me a ton. I was 24 then and am 27 now.) I sent the inappropriate joke I made for snatch game (I answered the question “Nasty Katya is so nasty that when she offers you a hand” and the low hanging fruit was saying “she gives you a handjob”) in a Courtney love impression video via email as a submission to a 15 year old group member to post it on the page. I didn’t think about it as anything but drag at the time but now I realize it was a huge lapse in judgement, even after I checked in with her this year. (I was 24 then and am 27 now) and she said she views the competition positively and that it was ok but I still feel terrible obviously.

@Blah blah blah blah Yeah, you're fine! And, I think you need to offer yourself some grace. It was a submission for a competition. You know that you didn't have bad intentions. Don't let OCD twist it!

@nae nae Thanks. I just realized though that oh my god I also sent lip sync submissions to her where some of the dance moves were I guess you could consider them suggestive but I was very fully clothed. Oh I feel like an absolutely horrible person.

@Blah blah blah blah I understand, but she's said she doesn't view it negatively. If you feel like you made a mistake, that's okay, but you don't need to punish yourself for it. We live, and we learn! OCD can make it more difficult to move past these things, but I hope you're able to.

@nae nae Is this about me or my posts?

@nae nae I am someone who made back to back posts and was worried I made people concerned, you had commented on them😓

@nae nae I understand reassurance seeking is bad but if I made a post that was concerning to others genuinely I would want to know. I haven’t seen the post the poster is talking about so now my brain is jumping to conclusions.

@dee012 Dee, it's not you. I promise, so there's no need to worry! :) It was an anonymous account that had been posting a couple of days ago.

@nae nae I am sorry. I was really worried and confused also I should’ve known it was my ocd. Because I wasn’t posting about POCD this time. And you had commented that you dont think anyone thinks im weird or gross and you don’t think Im a bad person so all of this was just freaking me out. Sorry again for the multiple comments and thank you for your comment. 😓😓

@dee012 It's okay! I've had moments where my OCD gets the best of me, too! I meant what I said back then! 🫂

@nae nae Hello. I’m back on this thread. I was giving support and advice to someone on here who had made new accounts and struggled extremely with pocd. There was a lot of stuff they “confessed” to that I don’t think was them being a p just really bad OCD and PTSD mixed together. They still post now about pocd I just feel worried I’m like a pdo enabler or something… or that since I didn’t think they were a creep then I’m a p. But I don’t even know if we were talking about the same person.

@dee012 From what I can remember, it's not the same person. You're overthinking things and reassurance seeking :( I know it's scary and uncomfortable, but try to sit with the uncertainty.