- Date posted
- 28w
feeling weird. Reddit
TW// mention of pdf, Reddit Long post Feeling gross and icky. In the past I made an in detailed Reddit post about my pocd and trauma and sxual theme ocd including mas/turbaton as a compulsion. Anyways I had a full blown IN DETAIL convo with someone who progressively was being weirder but I ignored red flags because people with ocd sometimes talk as if they are criminal and like what ocd throws at them, I’ve seen it on here on NOCD with people who vent . Anyways I was relating to them from an ocd standpoint, they immediately mentioned they do not want to do these things etc. also mentioned rocd and asked if they had a partner and had normal feelings and still was able to have sx with them normally but still had pocd and it make things weird. and eventually as convo went on once they said something that I couldn’t ignore and was actually in my face that they were a pdf I stopped responding …. I think I blocked them but then they deleted their account as a whole. Everytime I re read , I can understand what im saying from an ocd standpoint, but a PDF reading my msgs would think I agree with them, and I think that’s what he thought, and was sortve maneuvering around what I was saying until he saw that I actually was weirded out cause after he said something weird about controlling himself I said wym? He explained that’s when I stopped responding. That’s when he disabled. There’s so many msgs im reading where I shouldve just STOPPEDDDDD RESPONDINGGG. I was just trying to talk about ocd and my own experiences and didn’t just want to assume he was a pdf bc I’ve heard it all on here NOCD and still thought the person had ocd and wasn’t a pdf I just feel terrible. Like a P enabler. I guess all I can say is maybe maybe not. I stopped responding bc I felt uncomfortable and that he was an actual p. If me continuing in convo for longer than I should’ve bc now im uncomfortable looking back on it, then I can just take that as don’t continue a convo that ur trying to dismiss as being uncomfortable… Don’t try to excuse weird things people are saying because you want to be open minded and not judge.