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As a gay person and who suffer on an other obsession let me tell you that for me ocd is worse than being gay. I hope you'll find peace soon !
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Thank you man. I really feel so much for the gay community after going through this.
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I can relate. I was 13/14 and over night I was flooded with obsessions I might be gay. Being 20 now I still have the same issue and have begun getting this year. I tell myself I would be fine with whatever I am because I would be happy if I had what I wanted but my thoughts are persistent. Really puts a strain on my relationship with my boyfriend. I get scared also that I might just be in the deepest denial.. thats when I start to loose it. I think it might be a fear of being gay instead of questioning my sexuality because of the uncertainty that ocd brings to the table. Thanks for sharing your story! Its a lot like mine! Mine came in random bouts but got triggered this time because I noticed that I liked a girl’s outfit in class
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I completely relate with you! 14 years old and it happened overnight. I felt weird at school, and during class took tests ‘are you a lesbian’ and every question I picked the guy answer and asked myself ‘well obviously you’re picking the straight answers because you want to think that.’ Or I felt weird picking the straight answers. Flash forward to today, the thoughts flooding back and the feeling of in denial is the worst thing I’ve ever felt. I often wish I could get my memories washed away so I can go back to living happy because since then I’ve developed more themes on and off and hocd especially is one of the worst. Ocd is such a complicated topic I find hard to explain.
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I’m sorry you’re experiencing this Emma. I’m also glad that someone can relate to my story. Definitely getting therapy is a good thing. I’ve only done 3 sessions so far. It seems the best way is to face the fear head on. I watched broke back mountain last night and wanted to die ??
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Yeah I can see how that would be stressful!! Thats actually the best way to confront your ocd by exposing yourself to your stressor. Im glad youre going to therapy! If you think it may help, ive talked to psychiatrists and have been on prozac for some time now and it seems to be lessening my symptoms
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@sorryitsemmy That’s a great idea ? Im not a huge fan of pharmaceuticals but it may come to that to get some extra help!
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@TheBigCahuna I wasnt either. Do some research if you want, talk to your therapist, psychiatrist, whoever which route would be best for you. ERP is a great road to take when calming OCD. Best of luck!!
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