Pocd inner critic

Hi everyone I hope your all doing well. I have suffered with ocd for a long time now but never really noticed my inner dialogue/critic and i need some help to understand it. Is the inner critic and dialogue still labelled as Intrusive thoughts. Because my inner critic will say I am a p**do. It will say I like children. It will say I want to do this I want to do that I wish I could this. All around pocd. I'm at a point where my doubt is so strong that sometimes I believe im this person. When my whole life I've never had this. I've always been attracted to women my age im an engaged man with a brand new home. And im going through something that I just don't get. I hope someone can shed light on this for me to make me understand this. Does the inner voice in me tell the truth about me can it just blabber and talk Shit or is there truth behind these horrible nasty comments about myself and others. My thoughts and inner monologue start as soon as I wake up until I fall asleep again. That has been my life for a year. My whole life I've cared for children and as a physical education teacher you can imagine how hard this is for me. To be triggered daily and to question myself all the time because of ocd. I am having therapy but its a subject that is so taboo and horrible to talk about you feel like you have to defend yourself. I just want someone to tell me that im okay and im a good person and it will all work out. Sorry for the long rant but I needed to write something and get my feelings out there. Thank you 😊