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- Date posted
- 1y
marleykmarleyk
- Date posted
- 1y
im so glad i finally found your thread! i can actually relate to your story a little. as a victim of child on child sa i have never blamed the other child. i never even knew it was wrong till last year (20). granted it wasn’t that i remembered till recently. my ocd lovessss to lingers on the thoughts of what happened and makes it very difficult sometimes to not only think about it. i don’t think you’re a bad person at all. you clearly felt and still feel really bad about your actions. i’m not a professional but ocd can make you feel the urge to confess.
marleykmarleyk
- Date posted
- 1y
@rainbows thank you for all of the kind words. this is exactly how you should be treating yourself. you are a strong person and i’m very sorry you went through this as a child it’s very hard to navigate. i’m so glad you’re still here with us and you had an amazing friend that was there to remind you are loved and not hated. kids are a result of their environment, and this action doesn’t define you. i don’t want to be insensitive but are you therapy(have you talked to a therapist about this). i think they would be able to really help you in this situation. i really hate that you’re having a hard time, especially for so long. you will get through this, keep being kind to yourself. i hope things get easier and better for you.
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