- Date posted
- 18w
Share recovery stories as I am in need of hope!
This is killing me slowly day by day, im a straight female 20 years old, i started getting hocd after a break up with an ex and coming off intense use of šš for a few years on and off, i think it has messed up my brain so bad⦠my hocd is weird because ive been with men my whole life always wanted to be with men.. i also used to always question every relationship ādo i love him? Does he love me? Am I with the right person?ā Anyways after my hocd triggered my tocd due to researching hocd and finding they can often be linked, I started getting tocd and itās worse then ever because itās not who I want to be and Iām going back to situations where my abusive ex partner called me a āmanā during a fight. Iāve always been a tomboy but never had same sex attraction. Help. This is killing me. I havenāt been able to study or leave the house most days, and work! Iāve lost motivation for everything and Iām in a dark hole. I need some success stories please