I have intrusive thoughts about God. But sometimes it seems like I do think them myself. I don't agree with them. But it's like I get too exhausted to fight anymore, or when my mind calms down, I don't feel right without the thoughts so I think them myself and idk why. I'm pretty sure I'm going to hell.
Ok firstly, your OCD does not determine if your going to hell. If Jesus was merciful enough to go to the cross, He will obviously be merciful enough to forgive you for something you cant control. Im no expert, but really. You should speak to someone. If you can, try find a balance between spiritual help, and help from someone else who is trustworthy in a Christian community near you. He loved you enough to die for you, and He wont stop now. He doesnt go back. ❤️
@I_am_kiwi_08 Very well said
I deal with the same issue. I have blasphemous thoughts almost everyday. They come while reading the Bible, while I'm praising the Lord, in the middle of prayer or just reflecting on where the Lord has taken me. My compulsion is to say a quick hallelujah. It drove me nuts. I love God but these thoughts brought decades of distress. They are extremely distracting and I use to turn all my attention towards those thoughts. What helped me is to really learn who God is. Our Father is merciful, compassionate, and extremely patient. This is how He described Himself. Our God does not lie, He is a promise keeping God. We can not control our thoughts. Why would our Creator, who created us, knew us before we were born, is the Author of our lives and is the final Word punish us for things that are out of our control? We were born into a broken world and we are also broken. Our faith is that it will all be fixed. Our guarantee is the Cross. These thoughts, let them come. What I've learned is that the harder you fight them, the more control and power you give to them. Let them come and let them go. These thoughts can not hurt you. They do not harm your salvation. God loves you, is for you and He will never abandon you. He goes wherever you will go. That is another one of His promises. You are an overcomer and in order to be an overcomer, you must overcome something. Victory is already yours because the war has already been won.
Thank you so much.... I pretty much left the faith probably six or so years ago because I figured I was for sure a goner.... I've not lived a good life since and made some bad mistakes... Yet I felt like I had a longing to recommit myself to God. I just figured He wouldn't take me back. I really want to do and be better... Thank you for your kind words.... I want to be a child of God again
@sanshine Come back home. You never stopped being His child. Read the prodigal son. God always wants His children to come back. He awaits with open arms. Matter of fact He will run to you. Just come back home. May God bless you and keep you.
@sanshine Also, your sins are forgiven. Past, present and future. God's grace, mercy and forgiveness is amazing. Confess them to Him and let them go, He will not hold them against you. As far as east is to west is how far He has removed your sins from you. Do not let guilt and shame hold you back from your Father. God loves you way too much.
Yesterday I kept thinking about something sad about God like yk when you feel disappointed in God sometimes :( so I had just gotten a really bad thought of God turning into a demon …. And it felt like like I was thinking it for a sec like intentionally… and I quickly started to panic and feel really bad bc I Love God a lot but I’m afraid I committed the Unforgivable sin aka blasphemy my brain gets to addicted to think about certain things I can’t think about
Have you ever been through Very bad thoughts about your brain wants to twist anything about good or bad like evil and good which is god and sat*n and panicking because you believe In god but your brain is messing with you have you ever felt like you're afraid you had commit blasmphy in your thoughts It's very bad thoughts like omg where does these toughts come from?? Please tell me your experience One moment I feel okay and I can pray and vent to god and other moment I'm so ashamed of myself for thinking like that Am I alone in this am I crazy?
Been having blasphemous intrusive thoughts about God. Then sometimes I’m really struggling and I feel resentful, sometimes even towards God, which I know is not right, I want to have reverence. But it feels like sometimes I think the blasphemous thoughts on purpose because of my anger. I don’t know if this is an OCD issue or an issue of my heart or both. But yeah I don’t know what to do.
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